Never Boring

Aha, this one is never boring. Very energetic and cheerful all day. Walking endlessly around the house. Reminds me very much of my childhood, when I was the only little one at my grandmother's. Playing on my own. Have so many toys. And books. Being alone is never an issue, as long as there are a few grown-ups around. Yes, until now my friends are normally way way older than I am. (Friends, alright, when I say friends, it means FRIENDS)

Look at her. She's tall, isn't she? Always on the Go. Always. Her vocabulary is very extensive now. Both English and Malay. She stays close to her great-grandma everyday, and the very first thing she does every morning is to look for her great-grandma in the next room.

Although sometimes I lose temper because she is too "adventurous', but she remains to be my best friend. I just worry for her safety because she is not afraid to try anything. But the sweetest thing is when she does not know the name for something, she would simply say it in her own language heheheheehe. Hentamlah Nayniss, asalkan boleh.

Bored

Yeah I am bored beyond words. Been watching the movie channels for days now. Among the movies that I watched were Dante's Peak, St. Elmo's Fire (I was googling this coz I like the love theme), Jurassic Park III, 7 Perhentian, Gubra, The Bone Collector.

Found this book. I bought this in the UK years ago. I flipped the pages looking for ideas. Not too bad. Got some ideas for scrapbooking.

Just now I noticed he put some photos in his site. And why do I get this really strong feeling that those are for my benefit? *wink* It's something that I can immediately know simply by looking at their eyes. The eyes communicate something, that much is true. Hehehehe.. susah-susah aje.. terima kasih, ya :).

See, I told him to his face that he was ancient and will become warga emas pretty soon. Yes, that, I did. And I told him that he really needs to be selective in choosing women to bed, as it is evidently contagious. And I told him I pity his wife and daughter everytime he had a nightstop.

And that is why someone is being so defensive. Siap letak gambar lagi, just to prove his capabilities and so-called popularity. How immature. *smiles* Nak sedapkan hati sendiri, ya?

Sorrylah my dear, like I said, I am in a different class from you. I don't think what you are doing now signifies that you are popular, or a world class playboy or anything (first class hypocrite, yes, God help your wife). Truly popular and glamorous people don't do that lah. They just don't. They don't advertise themselves.

But I am amused. You are having a mid-life crisis, a serious one. And by the way, that lady is.. uh.. chubby, isn't she? Puffy, I'd say. *grins* Is that your definition of 'pretty and sexy'? Yeah well you scare me. Honey, you are really immature! B...o...r..i...n..g.

Red, Red, RED!

~ Drivers' Standing After Istanbul Race ~

Congratulations to Ferrari ~ Felipe Masa and Kimi Raikkonen for the 1-2 finish at the Turkish Grand Prix today. Third place was for Alonso of McLaren. Hamilton was fifth. The starting position on the grid was Massa, Hamilton, Raikkonen and Alonso. Well, it was always the Red! The Red Hot Ferrari. I am always proud to be a Tifosi.

Yeah, congratulations to Kimi for his second place finish at the last Hungarian Grand Prix. That was great, really. First was Hamilton and third was Heidfeld of BMW team. Massa finished 13, but he encountered some difficulties if I'm not mistaken. I think it was a rainy day race. A very rainy day.

Looking at the Drivers' Standing - it is not impossible for either Kimi or Felipe to go for the first place. There are five races left, more than enough if they try hard for it. The followings are the Date and Venue for the last five races of the Formula One Grand Prix 2007 Season.

Italian
09/09/2007
Belgian
16/09/2007
Japanese
30/09/2007
Chinese
07/10/2007
Brazilian
21/10/2007

All the best to Ferrari!

SPA Exam

Alhamdulillah, pada hari Rabu 22 Ogos 2007, I telah selesai menduduk SPA Exam, atau Peperiksaan Memasuki Perkhidmatan Awam Gred 41 (Gabungan 14 Jawatan).

Terima kasih kepada Princess, Wira, Mimi, Strawberry and Jidan for their wishes. Doakan I , ya.

As for the exam, Alhamdulillah, rasanya agak simple jika dibandingkan dengan PTD Exam kecuali bahagian Memahami Petikan Dan Kosa Kata. Cakap terus terang, memang I hangin tak berabis dengan first passage, the one about The Fugitive. I buat lebih kurang and later dah habis buat semua soalan baru semak semula. This paper ada 40 questions, unlike PTD's 20. 20 questions are comprehension questions (for BM and English respectively) and another 20 questions are grammatical and vocabulary questions (also for BM and English). Boleh tak, aku rasa nak cekik aje orang yang buat soalan tu. Eh aku rasa soalan SRP lagi susah dan berprestij daripada soalan-soalan tu. SRP, tau, don't even talk about SPM! Sebabnya, soalan grammar dia, bukanlah susah, dan bukanlah senang. Tapi entah apa-apa.

Apapun Alhamdulillah, dah selesai dan rasanya boleh menjawab dengan agak okay. Even the maths was simpler. Pengetahuan Am, okaylah.. bolehlah.. Sahsiah and Minat, okay juga.. this time semua I jawab habis. Time management hehehe yalah, time PTD 2nd time dulu I tak habis Sahsiah questions. Ini, magic. 200 questions and 227 questions, semua habis jawab dalam 40 mintues for each paper.

Kepada kawan-kawan yang sama-sama menduduki peperiksaan ini, semoga berjaya.

Why, eh?

The following scenes are based from my very own observation. I am not too sure if we could blame the age factor...

1) I tengok orang-orang yang berumur 40 years and above.. cara mereka cakap tentang sesuatu macam lebih kepada berleter - or like mengomel ke apa. Tapi tak semualah yang begitu.. some women aged 40 above masih maintain their way of speaking. Very articulate, that is. But the rest, the moment they start speaking.. tak terkata aku dibuatnya. One most recent conversation I had was like this. I was speaking to a man, aged 45. After a while talking over the phone, he had to excuse himself to get ready for work. "Okaylah Dear, I nak mandi-mandi, I nak cuci-cuci.......etc". Tak menyeringai pulak aku kan, nasib baik dalam phone. Tu pun macam nak tersembur gelak gak lak kan. Heheheheh.

Gelihati because I just don't speak like that. Kalau nak mandi, I'd say, okaylah I wanna have a shower.. or I nak mandi. Kalau nak ke supermarket, I would simply say I wanna buy things or groceries or toiletteries. Just that. Not "I nak pergi supermarket, nak cari sayur-sayur sikit, buah-buah sikit, ikan, daging.........................". Hadoi, boleh menyembur gelak dibuatnya.

2) Pernah tak perasan yang golongan begini (40 ke atas) kalau dia bagi estimation, selalunya tak berapa reliable? Like for instance, a man I know who lives in Kulai, Johor. He kept telling me.. "Rumah I dekat aje dengan airport, you tau. Airport tu belakang rumah I je. Dekat sangat lah. Belakang je...". Dan I pula masa tu, terfikir. Biar betul.. the airport is in Senai, camana plak dia kata rumah dia dekat benor ngan airport, sebab dia duduk Kulai. Kulai and Senai, Senai and Kulai, are two, obvious, different names and places. And then okay la, I terfikir pula, mungkin rumah dia ni at this one end of Kulai which is soooo near to Senai ke, kan. Then one day aku pergi rumah dia and... MAK DATUK! Punyalah jauhhhhhhh rumah dia dengan airport!!!!!!!!!!!! You had to cross Kulai town and then masuk ke Senai sedalam-dalamnya baruuuuu jumpa Senai Airport. See, he's not even living in Kulai small town!!

And me, being myself, aku pun taji la cukup-cukup. "Macam ini you kata dekat? Ya Allah, you punya estimation memang I tak boleh percayalah. Dekat ni ???" And the man said "Dekat apa.. hardly 15 minutes dah sampai airport," Hah!!!! Airport belakang rumah dia konon... BELAKANGLAH SANGAT.

Entahlah some people just like to exaggerate. I don't like that. I really don't like. At its worst, boleh menyusahkah orang lain. I pun tak tau lah kenapa dengan orang-orang ni. Orang tanya sepatah, jawab 7 patah.. benda yang sedikit dibesar-besarkan. Nak tarik perhatian orang ke, terlampau mesra ke. Tak taulah kenapa.. kompiussss.

Him : Another You Part V

Hey, hey, hey you My Jedi Knight! This 'Him' I am talking about is so NOT ANOTHER YOU!

I just found out tonight. His attitude, like you put it, SUCKS!

And.. (nak mengadu lah ni).. he said so many mean things to me.. but.. I did not reciprocate.. I followed your advice.. be nice to people.. and it feels good everytime.. besides I tak sampai hati nak kutuk dia... memang banyak point boleh kutuk.. tapi it's okay.. Kasihan..tak apalah dia nak kata I katalah..I accept.

well he may say I ni stupid kan.. tak tau nak melawan.. tak apalah.. he's not from my league.. way, way too easy..kalau I hentam dia nanti tak boleh bangun lagi.. so.. I biarkan saja..

lagipun I kan angelic.. angels don't do such things, right regal sis?

It takes a Forbidden to know an Angel *wink*

by the way I have successfully defeated that so-called Another You.. hehehe see.. all too easy.

I am officially getting rid of him today.

A Joint Venture

These are old photos. A JV cooking session by me and my SIL last year. Just found the mem card and tadaa......!!

Terung Sambal Spectacularwave

Ayam Halia Mama Farissa

Mama Farissa's Blackpepper Chicken

Dipersilakan menjamu selera.... With Love From Us...

Would You?

a now-married cousin of mine once used to say, during her courting days, that one would not be completely at ease with one's spouse unless he or she farted in front of his or her spouse without feeling embarassed or guilty. meaning to say, one is not really comfortable with his or her spouse until one dares to fart without feeling embarassed or guilty.

at that time, I went like "Huh? What??"

she went on and told me that in countless occassions she tried to do that in the presence of her then boyfriend (now husband) but he either did not hear it or chose not to acknowledge it ( to save her from embarassment, maybe).

and I asked her.. "Why would you want to do that? Gosh!"

She said, "Yalah, otherwise I belum betul-betul comfortable lah with him, kan?"

I didn't say anything. I thought "Ya Allah, budak ni...." I don't know about others but, hey, for girls, it's different. Different, different, different!

And many, many years ago, an old friend of mine told me about her aunt. Apparently the aunt went on a date with her rich boyfriend and then the aunt asked her boyfriend whether or not she could fart in his car. Aloud, okay. He said, "Go ahead, don't have to ask..." And the aunt did it.. loudly.

Haiiiiya! Ini lagi sorang. What's with these people? And they are the ones who look very docile, very demure and very polite, you know. Wanita Melayu Terakhir tau.. Macam I ini senang-senang boleh di klasifikasikan as Mafia.

BUT I DON'T DO SUCH THINGS. I JUST DON'T. AND WON'T.

Would you?

Him : Another You Part IV

Boring... menyampah.. why do you have to be so overly sensitive and arrogant? Do you not realise that we are all human beings.. tak perlu nak berlagak.. semua pun HAMBA Allah. We are all servants, that's the reality.

I know not berapa lama lagi I can stand these things. Maybe I just keep quiet and let things pass. Tired lah.. so tired.. I have another examination coming.. am busy with readings and memorising. Though I am not really into the government sector, but I believe it is far better to read and gain knowledge than to wonder endlessly about you.I don't know what you are trying to show. I don't even know for sure. You are like.. so.. unstable. Your mind, that is. Though I am more than ten years younger but.. hey.. I am wiser.

And I told you repeatedly not to boast.. like tonight for example.. you said something you don't really mean. And when I press the matter, pandai pun you avoid.. See, honey I KNEW it.. I KNEW YOU DELIBERATELY SAID THAT, THAT WAS WHY I PRESSED ON IT. But you did not know that I knew, which was too bad. You have no way of knowing that I was laughing like hell after you went to bed. I know you are slowly getting addicted to having me around. I know I am angelic *wink* And I am very certain that, at home, whenever you are on your own, my words will keep ringing in your head. Well..he did not call me nightingale for nothing *winkie wink*

I told you I am far wiser. I think you underestimated the effect of The One. He is my master, my teacher. He is the only one I cannot defeat. At least not yet. In time, I will. I am very certain.

Him : Another You Part III

You are doing fine.. improving even better.. I am pleased with you now...

But please stop playing games.. because you do not know that i MAJOR in playing games... you may be way older, but I am way, way wiser.. FACE IT!

See, I know that it only took a little persuasion to put you right on track.

Just that, don't boast too much.. because where I am concerned, he who boasts will definitely eat his words back later.. *wink*

But still.. The Best Is The One. I dare to say this because I know you cannot read this, haha!

Wish I could publish your photo here.. but.. noooooo... too many prying eyes... so NO!

Yeah I dedicate the song Sometimes When We Touch To You, though.

-to be continued -

JIDAN

Dearest My Friend Jidan,

Can I have your email address, please? :D

Thank You.

~ Jedi Knight Spectacularwave

The Khazanah Of My Drawer

Was going through the things in my drawer.. among other things that I found was this :

First time in England when I was 5

A beach in Hampshire

Another beach in Hampshire

Another photo nearing sunset time

Him : Another You Part II

this is sincerely from me to you..

boleh tak jangan mengada-ngada.. tak payah nak prideful boleh tak? (how I wish you can read this)

I am tired of playing games.. you tu mengada-ngada sangat.. you need persuasion constantly and i am not in the habit of constantly persuading people.. I bukan jenis mengada-ngada.. i don't like to persuade nor do I like to be persuaded. RIMAS!

my yes means YES, my no means NO.. capisce?

what are u trying to prove? that you are hot properties? well, you don't say.. the only 'hot property' that I acknowledge is now in England... oh, that one is really hot.. so hot that he had to cool himself down in England hahah.

yeah, why should I lower down my guards with you? sorry man.. kalau you banyak cerita sangat, you boleh jalanlah.... I peduli apa.. I have known, seen and been with The Best. You are so fortunate that I did decide to entertain you, even as a friend. Even more so fortunate to get my mobile number. But you tu tak reti thankful.. The Best one tu pun tak cocky like you.. down-to-earth lagi ada lah..

From now on, it's always The Best. I will not consider anyone else. Only The Best. The One And Only.

Another Exam

On Wednesday, received another letter requesting me to attend an exam called "PEPERIKSAAN MEMASUKI PERKHIDMATAN GABUNGAN SKIM 14 JAWATAN". The exam will be conducted on August 22nd.

The Format:

5 Papers. Part I, two papers and Part II, three papers.

PART I

Seksyen A - Sahsiah Diri (200 Questions, 1 hr)

Seksyen B - Minat (227 Questions, 40 minutes)

PART II

Seksyen A - Pengetahuan Am (50 Questions, 40 minutes)

Seksyen B - Daya Menyelesaikan Masalah (40 Questions, 45 minutes)

Seksyen C - Kefahaman Bahasa Inggeris dan Bahasa Melayu (40 Question, 45 minutes)

At first I didn't understand what is that so-called Skim 14 Jawatan. Then my SIL told me over the phone about it. And by the way, she received the same offer, too. Hehehe dah dua kali kita dua orang dapat same letters from SPA. The first was PTD, tapi dia tak sit for that exam since she has some important work to do in the office. She might be going for this one. Tapi dua-dua kali kita dapat venue tak sama. PTD dulu pun tak sama. Last time in February PTD exam pun different venues. This time venue dia sangat best.. at a hotel! I dapat di sekolah saja. Hehehe but kira terer lah I.. dalam 6 months dah tiga dewan I explore. Dewan IKM, Dewan Sekolah Teknik Azizah, and this 22nd would be the third one. (hahahaha what a record!) Siapa pulak la I nak jumpa this time kan.. hehehe

Back to the Skim, this Peperiksaan is a special test for those applicants of posts labeled Gred 41. There are 14 posts under this Gred 41. More info on this site : http://www.spa.gov.my/portal/page?_pageid=53,40649&_dad=portal&_schema=PORTAL

I remember applying for the post of Pegawai Tadbir. That was when I registered in 2006. One has to fill up to seven or eight posts, and my first was that of PTD. So, back to studying lah... for general knowledge and maths and IQ questions. Hope to do better this time.

Ada sikit difference lah from PTD exam papers. This one tak ada essay questions but ada bahagian Minat dan Kecenderungan. PTD exam tak ada paper Minat ni. Number of Questions pun lain sikit dari PTD. Sahsiah itself ada 200 Questions. PTD just 178 Questions. My cousin says tak lah sesusah PTD Exam, just that the Sahsiah ada soalan yang pelik-pelik. Oh, I hope it is not too pelik heheheh. Risau pula.

Doakan I, okay.

I Think She Is Sick...

Earlier today I was so angry with a longtime friend. Extremely angry was more accurate, indeed. I told her repeatedly, for years, that I do not like to receive emails with horrifying content. Is that so difficult for her to comprehend?

Well, some of you may say this : "apa yang susah sangat, delete ajelah kalau tak nak baca. cakap dengan dia u tak suka". Simple enough. The problem is, this woman is either always that stupid or she did that just to annoy me.

Like today, my YM Mail Notification showed an email from her, so since I was chatting with her via YM, so I asked her directly what the content was. See, I've got this feeling from looking at the title that the content wasn't a pleasant one. She said "tak ada apa tu, tengok aje la.. don't worry la". She sounded so convincing. And I asked her again "betul, tak ada accident or cruelty to animal photos?" (sebab I memang pantang besar tengok benda-benda tu. Bukan takut, but it is such a sickness if you want to watch it deliberately). And she said "takde, bukak je la".Me, thinking that this, coming from a longtime friend, went ahead and read the mail. After taking a glance, I was really angry and annoyed beyond words. WHY?

Because.. the email was about people slaughtering cats.. and cooked them into various dishes. You tell me, how sickly that is.. complete with photos and all. Kemudian dia gelak gelak suka sebab berjaya kenakan I and I did view the photos. And this is not the first time she did this. What a sick thing to do. I love cats. I wouldn't dream to do any harm to cats. Or dogs. Or rabbits. Even as I was driving around the cities, if I pass a narrow road, or any village road, if I see any cats or dogs sitting right in the middle of the road, I will stop my car and either wait for it to move or I will get out of my car to shoo it away.

Last year, my brother accidentally hit my kitten as he was trying to reverse the car. I cried like hell, and felt upset for about a week. You see, I am not a crybaby. It is very, very difficult for anyone to see me shed a tear. Not even when there's someone passing. Never ever.

But I cannot stand to see animals suffer. Or babies. Or the elder citizens.

I am VERY angry with that woman now. So angry that I included her Yahoo ID in my ignore list and banned her email add from my Yahoo Mail. That's what happened if I am really angry at someone. I want NOTHING to do with that person.

I even told her that she was not even a woman, let alone a lady. Sorry to say that, even though she just gave birth to her first child. A woman, by nature, has fine feelings and high level of sensitivity. Especially a woman who has children. And please do not confuse independence with having a psychopatic nature.

Ya, memang I tak takut lah kalau ternampak real life accidents or anything. But that is ternampak. Lain cerita. Tapi, to actually deliberately viewing such emails repeatedly and then forward pula ke orang lain, I think that is a sign of a very disturbed mind. Do you know that if you have the tendency to watch such e-mails.. you know, the kind yang ada gambar accident ngeri.. or cruelty to animals.. if you memang tunggu-tunggu such emails kemudian suka pula nak share dan tunjuk pada orang lain solely for excitement, then you are indeed a very sick person. Because, if the sight of a tragedy excites you, if you love watching human or animals torn apart, then something is realy not right with you. You are sick. You really need help.


Don't get me wrong. I tak marah if it serves as a reminder ke apa. Like emails with photos of accidents.. as a reminder to the road users. Tapi, dia ni memang SENGAJA nak kenakan orang. And what's more, I have warned her so many times, do not do such things to me.

If she's really my friend, she would understand. So now, too late. I don't have to tolerate all those things, herself included.

Especially For My Honey

My Baby You
by Marc Anthony

As I look into your eyes
I see all the reasons why
My life’s worth a thousand skies

You’re the simplest love I’ve known
And the purest one I’ll own
Know you’ll never be alone

(*)My baby you
Are the reason I could fly
And cause of you
I don’t have to wonder why
Baby you
There’s no more just getting by
You’re the reason I feel so alive

Though these words I sing are true
They still fail to capture you
As mere words can only do
How do I explain that smile
And how it turns my world around
Keeping my feet on the ground

(*)

I will soothe you if you fall
I’l be right there when you call
You’re my greatest love of all
(*)
Arianna I feel so alive

~ I do not care how many times I have posted this song here before.
~ This one is especially for my Honey in England, together with the song being played in this blog.
~ I hope you can listen to this, Honey. I know it's one of your favourites. I can still remember the day you told me about this song.

Dendam Kesumat : Addendum

like I said, there were sparks between us. but hey, he has gotten so thin. could it be because he is suffering from a terminal disease? Is he broken-hearted? It's like he has lost the will to live. I am so going to find out. Oh yes, I will. I strongly sense that he is unhappy. Semoga dibukakan jalan untuk I find out. Amin.

Dendam Tak Sudah

Yeah, Dendam Kesumat dah jadi Dendam Tak Sudah.

Cannot write much here. Will write it in my new restricted place. Susah, kalau ada api dalam sekam hehehehe.

Anyways.. I can only say.. from Sunday's very close encounter.. DEFINITELY there are some sparks between us. DEFINITELY.. very close, you know.. very. The best part is, I didn't expect that there would be sparks!

I have decided to do a follow-up on this.

Yeah.. like I said, the recent weekend was verrrryyy eventful *grins*

Him : Another You

I cannot write much about him, the new friend of mine. If you want to put it that way. A 'friend'. *smiles* *wink*

For one, there's My Jedi Knight in here. Then there's these intruders, or penyibuk, take your pick. The kind of people yang menyibuk stalk blog orang and thought people do not know. Iaitu contoh-contoh orang bersalah dan takut kepada bayang-bayang sendiri.

Third, he might know about this blog, so tak mahulah dia perasan *wink* Maybe I should put his sms in an archive... a password-protected archive.

Suffice if I say I ingatkan dia garang, rupanya he is so naughty. And s**y. Like I told him on Saturday night. But I know I like his style. A real man. Another forbidden one. From high above. *wink*

I will write about him in a special place. Special restricted place.

But what shall I call him? Ideas, anyone?

PTD Exam : The Dark Lord

yeah, yeah, yeah I sat for the exam again on Saturday. For a start I felt hungry during the morning session even though I already had my breakfast. Yeah it was at Sekolah Teknik Vokasional ERT Azizah in Larkin. Not very far from that IKM where I first sat for the exam.

the exams : I didn't manage to finish the Ujian Sahsiah Diri. Only answered 156 out of 178 questions. Bukan sebab tak tahu buat, tak cukup masa. 178 questions, 40 minutes. I wasted too much time on filling the IC details on that d**n OMR form. Funny because last time I managed to finish all questions. Agaknya sebab dia buat Sahsiah first paper. Pagi-pagi biasalah, belum betul-betul 'on' otak ni heheh. Dulu Ujian Sahsiah ni last sekali.

The second paper, General Knowledge was average lah.. ada yang okay ada yang tak.. tapi kali ini banyak soalan tentang sukan. Tapi tak ada pula F1 related. Darn! Third was Ujian Kecekapan Menyelesaikan Masalah, which was far better than my last performance. Sebab kali ini I ada practise buat Math, and I tak merayau-rayau so ample time to do it. Dulu tak cukup masa sebab masuk lambat, gatal-gatal pergi ubah tempat park kereta.

Fourth paper, the last one for the morning session was Ujian Kefahaman, 4 passages, 2 in BM 2 in English, 20 questions. This one was easy as with the last time. I keluar awal sikit, sempat balik rumah lunch dulu. Came back before 2. The rest was essay writing, in BM and English. I chose the first question for both papers. Sapa nak nengok soalan dipersilakan ke blog Jedi Realm, I dah post kat sana. I particularly like the English essay tu hehehe. Because it is related to my principles of life. Done. I balik dengan riang ria. Why?

The Dark Lord : I am beginning to think that the time when I sit for the second paper is my lucky time in PTD Exam. Last time, it was during the middle of the second exam that I noticed Abang Biru. This time pulak, well mula-mula sampai I dah scan invigilators. Nothing interesting. No Abang Biru (sob,sob since I was kinda hoping to see him again). Pagi-pagi dah disappointed gila. Sudahlah aku park kereta jauh bukan main, seberang jalan. Nak ke dewan pula kena turun tangga curam. Tak boleh park dalam kawasan sekolah. Dah sampai dewan baru notice ada back entrance. Ramai park keta kat situ. Takde kejer aku nak keluar semula.

You bet, masa tengah BOSAN buat paper pengetahun am tu, as usual mata aku melilau kiri kanan depan belakang. Tapi melilau dengan cara yang sungguh halus.. orang yang ada firasat sufi jer yang boleh notice tau *grins* Pandang luar, tengok pokok-pokok.. pandang belakang dewan..tengah survey area depan dewan.. hehehehehehe.. aku nampak seorang orang sedang tekun buat exam.. fulamaktuan duduk baris paling depan.. pakai baju serba hitam. Tingginya mak datukkk aku rasa sama ngan sang Jedi Knight lah. Itu dia.. tinggi is the keyword lah kan.

Ya.. dan bila break between papers aku pun scan the area.. itu dia.. sudahlah dressing smart tapi ala mafia (very manly), tall, tanned, broad. Then tak banyak cakap. I guess the quiet type. Hulamak sumer plus signs. Satu je minus sign.. aku nampak dia call someone masa ada break tu. Demi bersangka baik aku assume dia call mak dia, citer pasal exam. Sebab apa, aku tengok dia ni gaya-gaya budak baik. Bayangkanlah duduk baris paling depan, area lelaki lak tu. Habis exam duduk luar.. kira cam tenangkan fikiran.. bukan berbual-bual. Tertib habis.

Semenjak second paper aku dah ceria sket la walaupun menderita kelaparan. Kejap-kejap aku buat surround scan as usual hehehehe. Konon pasang niat nak snap gambar dia pakai phone camera.. sampai ke sudah tak berani hehehehe. Then time lunch break dia keluar dulu.. tak ingat lapar aku jalan laju-laju panjat tangga nak usha dia gi mana. Hambikkk... time aku lintas jalan aku nampak dia jalan ke arah tempat aku letak kereta, tapi masuk lorong dalam sket.. dengan pantas aku masuk kereta.. nasib kereta aku kat lane paling depan. Hehehe elok je start enjin, nampak ada beberapa kereta drive keluar dari lane belah belakang. Sekali ada satu kereta Kia Spectra warna krim, hati aku berkata entah-entah yang ni. Yang setannya cermin dia silver-tinted so dari jauh tak nampak orang kat dalam. So aku follow but not too close. Sampai kat traffic light larkin.. hehehe aku dapat chance park kat lane betul-betul sebelah dia... SOHIH memang dia dalam keta tu... aku nampak semua hitam je...ahaha DARK LORD!

then bila lampu tukar ijau, aku drive terus.. chewah dia pun headed towards the same direction.. aku dah berteka-teka entah-entah dia stay area Nong Chik (dekat gila ngan umah aku).. tapi tetiba kat simpang nak ke hutan bandar dia belok.. so agaknya dia tinggal area dekat-dekat Johor Specialist lah (menyedapkan ati sendiri) padahal kalau dia cross gi Majidi aku bukan tau. Lagi best kalau dia stay area Bukit Kesenangan kat tepi Johor Specialist.. baru betul! hehehehehe.. so aku balik la umah lunch.

time aku nak balik ke sekolah tu untuk afternoon session, aku make sure aku park keta kat tempat betul2 depan entrance dewan.. bila aku belok kiri.. ITU DIA SUDAH DUDUK DALAM KERETA.. hehehe tak sempat mengucap beb. Dia datang awal sket. Aku baru berkata dalam hati.. gasaklah kalau dia nak parking tempat mula-mula tadi, aku tak! Sekali dia sampai dulu. Huhu aku park keta belakang sikit dari dia. Sambil berkira-kira kalau abes awal boleh aku snap gambor keta dia..

Tak usah ucap la.. memang aku tak berani ambik gambor dia dalam dewan.. aku rasa ada je yang nampak walaupun aku duk bahagian baris belakang. See betapa consciousnya aku. Gi berbual ngan dia? Laaagilah takkan aku buat.. hehehe aku ni berani belakang je *ahaks*

yer time abis essay english, the very last paper, macam ribut aku menulis.. nak keluar awal konon nak snap gambor plat ngan keta dia.. memang aku keluar awal. Padahlnya boleh je kalau aku nak snap sambil drive keluar. Takkkkkk aku boleh takut-takut, takut ada orang nampak. Last-last bila aku berani, sambil drive perlahan aku pegang phone, belum aim lagi. Tetiba aku toleh kiri.. nasib memang tak begitu baik, aku tengok dia tengah jalan slow je.. dengan sunglass dia nan amat macho tu.. huhuhuhuhu HENSEM, dahlah tinggi, macho.. dressing smart lak.. serupa cam Jedi Knight.. cuma jedi knight nye hensem tiada tandingan lah kan hehehe.. but cara jalan, dressing style memang samalah.. cuma dia muda kot.. masa dia tengah jalan tu aku memang pasti dia nampak aku. See, nasib baik aku ada firasat sufi hehehhe.. kalaulah aku tengah amik gambor dia, kantoi baikkkkkkkk punya tau!

aku tak puas ati lagi.. since aku tau umah dia hala ke simpang utan bandar, aku buat satu kerja yang agak dahsyat heheheh.. I pulled over kat tepi jalan larkin celah-celah kereta orang... standbyyy mata pandang side mirror.. hehehe lama gak sey aku tunggu mamat tu lalu... PUNYA LAH LEMAU drive.. time dia lalu je aku snap terus dari dalam keta.. walaupun tak jelas.. inilah hasilnya..

yeeehahhh.. hehehehe.. aku dah ada licence plate dia.. unless dia duduk Bukit Kesenangan, senang sket la kalau aku lalu-lalang kat specialist tu ternampak keta dia kat memana rumah hehehe.. tapi aku kuat mengatakan dia duduk area situ.. takkan balik majidi jadi mengong lak nak ikut utan bandar.. sedangkan dia boleh lalu larkin.. lagi dekat.. nombor keta dia J** 194* hehehehehe bearing in mind at all time yang aku akan lalu jalan tu everytime aku gi jogging kat utan bandar.. heheheh YES! YES! ada motivation nak exercise dengan lebih rajin *garfield grin*

Eventful

A very eventful weekend for me this time...

Let me begin updating by telling you briefly about the accident. On late Friday night, I just got back from somewhere with my SIL and niece... and I decided to stop at a food court nearby our house to buy food. We haven't had our dinner yet, so I stopped to buy something for the two of us.

Barely 5 minutes I left the car, I saw people running towards the road. I suspected there must be some accident. Then I heard people said "dah lari, dah lari". Since I am not the kind of person who likes to run into a crowd to know about things, so I ignored them. Thinking that it was another hit and run accident. What's more, they were focused at a Vitara not very far from where I was sitting. My car (my Mom's actually) was parked further down the road. So I thought it can't be mine.

Then there was this boy who worked at the place where I ordered food ran to me and said "kereta kakak kena langgar" . It was then that I ran like mad towards the car, thinking about my SIL and the baby. There she was, standing beside the car, hugging the baby tightly to her.

Alhamdulillah both of them were safe. She told me that a red Proton Saga, with 5 men inside, hit the Vitara which was parked behind our car. Nobody was inside the Vitara. The Vitara was hit so severely that it moved forward and hit our car. The bumper was quite damaged , but not too bad. She managed to remember the licence plate, though.

Apparently she had called my Dad and a while later he arrived to deal with the situation. I regretted the fact that the owner of the Vitara, who happened to be a police officer, refused to lodge a police report since his car was not affected. Sudahlah awak tu polis, tak mahu ikut procedure undang-undang, boleh ajar pulak kita ni menipu. Ada ke patut dia suruh I report yang kereta I yang dilanggar Proton Saga tu and not his car. LIKE HELL lah I nak buat begitu. I sensed that something must be very wrong with that man.

Apapun I am so thankful that all of us were safe.

Cupcakes By Lakeside Cafe

the dough was divided into four portions, to get four different colors

these cuppies belum masuk oven yet...

the final product ~ a cupcake with the signature
of the Lakeside Cafe owner

this one with the Lakeside Pastry Chef's signature

yummy cuppies

more yummy cuppies.....

Notes :

Many special thanks to Miss Shida Aziz of Sweetfrosting for her very precious guidance.

1. To Princess, Wira, Mimi, Strawberry, Nia, Jidan, & Yati ~ kalau I dah terer buat nanti I will bake cuppies with your respective initials on it, I promise.

2. The cake was great.. mega-delicious.. the icing, well first of all we didn't manage to "simen" the cupcake surface..tersalah teknik ke apa.. and the syrup for the icing also tak jadi.. but the icing tasted good.. sebab cake dah manis, so icing tak perlu terlalu manis.

3. The toppings, well this was our first try so tak dapatlah nak come out with designs yang illustrious like those of Sweetfrosting's. Lagipun kita tengok Sweetfrosting punya cuppies just to get some ideas. Those are the work of professionals. Bukan senang nak tekan the tube and decorate. Sudahlah icing tu licin hehe.

4. The photos are supposed to be brighter than that, but the person in charge di photo shop tu tak edit dulu before printing, so tak berapa clear. Those photo are from the phone camera. Sepatutnya gambar cuppies dalam tray tu full shot bukan macam yang dalam gambar tu. Nanti bila kita ada gambar yang lebih elok, baru nampak the cuppies.

5. Silakan menjamah cupcakes, the trial version of Lakeside Cafe.

OH NO!

and I HAD to have the exam on that day? argGGGgggghHHHHHh!!

NNNNNnnnnnnnooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pantun Kiasan

Keris Berkurai Nama Cerita
Lok Sembilan Di Sisip Bilahnya
Di Dalam Pantun Tersirat Berita
Andai Bijak Fahami Kisahnya

Di Dalam Pantun Tersirat Ceritera
Andai Bijak Fahami Kisahnya
Kisah Tersirat Tertafsir Lama
Tidak Sekali Terlepas Bicara

Baju Kebaya Si Kurung Kedah
Manis Dipadan Selendang Berjemeki
Bicara Makrifat Tiadalah Mudah
Haluan Bicara Dalam Sekali

Berpantun Indah Badai Pendeta
Kasih Di Jiwa Berkeras Hati
Andai Tersohor Bagai Di Kata
Belum Terungkaikah Persoalan Misteri? ;)

Tujuh Turunan Laksamana Bentan
Haram Berpijak Di Kota Tinggi
Berduyun-duyun Berkunjung Ke Kediaman
Mengapa Kediaman Sunyi Dan Sepi? :)

Larut Malam Asyik Bermadah
Leka Berpantun Hingga Ke Pagi
Andai Jiwa Tiada Bersalah
Tiadalah Jiwa Resah Sendiri

Himpunan Kata Mengurai Rasa
Menyentuh Hati Menutup Rindu
Tersilap Langkah Membawa Binasa
Tersilap Intai Menanggung Malu

Dahulu Temasik Kini Singapura
Sang Nila Utama Pemerintah Awalan
Usahlah Jiwa Berpura-Pura
Tiada Bermakna Tiada Berkesan :) :)

Note : These pantuns are originally quoted with permission from Forum Raja Nazrin Shah Online. However, they are edited and recomposed by spectacularwave for 'educational' purposes. The original version are the property of and solely and exclusively owned by the said Royal Forum.

Happy Birthday Wira

Here's A Birthday Wish for a brother I am so fortunate to know. May Allah Bless you always. Many Happy Returns Today And For Each Passing Day. May you be blessed with prosperity and longevity.

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y TO W I RA

Memanglah Puaka

You guys, kalau lemah semangat jangan tengok Puaka Tebing Biru. Those who love horror movies should watch it, though. Siapa yang tempat kerja dia carpark di basement pun jangan tengok.

Why? As the title implies, this movie memang sangat PUAKA! I baru habis tengok cd 1.. hehehe terus tutup.. huiyoo... by my standard it is scary and selalu buat I terperanjat. Sudahlah my bedroom windows memang ternganga 24 hours.. siapa yang ada heart problem pun jangan tengok this movie.. memang tersentap tangkai jantung!

Hehehehe... sudahlah begitu, I have another Korean movie yang belum ditonton. Pun horror jugak. You guys mesti kata, dah tau takut buat apa nak tengok? Well, I bukanlah penakut.. I love horror movies, cuma kalau ada yang scene terperanjat tu yang leceh sikit.... besides, you really have to be here to understand what I am saying.. area rumah I ni.. @#$%&+-# sikit.. sudahlah rumah sebelah kanan tak berorang, rumah sebelah kiri selalu kosong walaupun berpenghuni.. rumah hadapan pula belum berpenghuni.. rumah belakang? Penghuni dia dengan hantu boleh main pok amai-amai sama-sama.. sebab same species.