Tak Peduli...

Kata Ritz : Doakan yang baik-baik je. And be positive. Kalau diri sendiri tak positive macamana benda lain nak jadi? Jangan fikir bukan-bukan.

Kata Elle : Buat derk jer. InsyaAllah okay tu..

And, says Spectacularwave : Hai, gasaklah kat situ. If it's too much trouble then never mind..

Baik aku tengok gambar dia ni, ada gak faedahnya...



Yalah, orang lain pun handsome juga... okay je... Kan? Hmm gambar semua ni, quoted from http://kimiraikkonenforever.com/. Nak tengok lagi gi lah sana.... ni gambar masa first GP of season 2008 kat Australia.

Gambar kat Spain? Nantilah esok lusa ke.. banyak giler benda nak post tapi tak cukup masa.. sob.. sob...

@ the Bridal Studio

bila citer pasal bridal ni, sumer ni berkaitan dengan my sis, Lin.. sebab dia yang nak kawin. So lepas lunch, dalam ujan ribut tu ikut my Mom and Lin gi bridal studio. Ada discussion sikit. Wedding invitation cards dia dah nak siap. And then there's the matter of catering lah, wedding setup la.. dan segala macam benda. I ni tukang dengar dan sometimes beri pendapat, macam pasal hand bouquet dia.. color apa match baju dia.. little things la.

most of the time my mom ngan lin yang sibuk discuss. I layan tengok citer The Long Kiss kat Cinemax dengan anak owner studio tu. Then Lin plak join, best gak citer dia. Punya la lama discussion tu, sampai I naik bosan. So mula la explore studio tu....

Berkenan gak tengok design baju yang tengah, the yellow one. Cuma material dia I tak berapa suka. Pastu baju belah dalam tu ada collar, itu pun I tak berkenan. Given the right material and a little alteration, cantik jadinya. Hoho, bukan I plan sendiri punya. Saja je menyibuk tengok-tengok.

Ni lak bunga telur si Lin... bridal tu yang siapkan. Rasanya ni untuk bunga pahar kot.. entah tak tau lah... belum berpaham lagi dengan my Mom. Yang buat kat rumah aritu for majlis khatam and nikah...

Ni.. angkara terlalu lama tunggu discussion habis.. akhirnya I side parking jap atas sofa kat studio tu... hadoi... lepaknya.. gambar ni gambar tangan aku la.. si Lin yang snap..

I didn't know...

yeah, I didn't know until today that we do have pokok cermai in our garden.... seeing this brought back the memories of my primary school years where we used to hang out under the cermai tree at the back of our school and eat this buah cermai....

but I know that we have this belimbing buluh... campur dengan lauk masak lemak cili api sedap tau tak! This or bacang muda....pengsan!

Occupied

I am quite occupied with a few things. Tomorrow I have to do something and later go for another treatment. And I hate Hot Blanket. Okay? Guess I will update this blog tomorrow.

You remember Zamperla, right? The above photo is another thing that has been on my mind lately. If you want to see more, just spend One Evening in Tanjung Puteri.

Haven't been doing much updates lately. But am seriously considering to try blog advertising. Many thanks to Tana for her explanations and guidance in this matter. I still have many things to learn, boleh kan, Tana?

Okay, have to go now. See you guys later.

Allergic?

As of tonight, my eyes are currently red, itchy and watery. MAJOR IRRITATION, people! Dunno if this is an allergic reaction to the Kerang Rebus Serai that I ate at dinner. Selama ni okay je.. tak pernah pula macam ni... eeeeeee rimasnya! Tak taulah because of that or the weather. As it is, sekejap panas terik and the next moment hujan lebat, sudden drop of temperature... and really low. Sejuk tau..

But Of Course...

What else can I say? It's Ferrari 1-2 at Spa Franchorchamps and McLaren 3-4. I love Kimi and Felipe! Keep it up, Ferrari! Three more races for you guys, more than enough to grab the title! I did snap a photo of Kimi during the post race interview but am toooooo lazy to upload it here.. heheheheh.

Me, I am feeling better. There's still the cough, normal by the way if you are down wih flu. No fever and no sneezing but my nose is effectively BLOCKED.

Today we had Nasi Minyak for iftar. We did go to pasar ramadhan but the traffic congestion was unbelievable. For a moment I thought I was going to fall sick again. God, where do these people come from? Suddenly JB is very, very crowded with people!!!!

These days I am busy executing my project. A very important project. There are several projects but the very one I'm working is the most important. Please pray for me.

Selsema

It's the 4th day of Ramadhan and I am down with demam selsema. It's undescribably horrible. Last night I was sneezing non-stop, with watery eyes and a very sore and itchy throat (HOW I HATED THIS). Had to ask my Dad to drive me to a clinic earlier this morning. Doc gave me 5 types of prescriptions. For cough - tablet and liquid, fever, runny nose and antibiotic - all tablets.

Didn't really sleep last night. Drifting was more like it. I watched one movie after another. First it was My Best Friend's Wedding and then Enough, followed by Village Of The Damned. And today I continued with The Living Daylights and The Abyss. Guess what? This evening my Darling Kimi would start the Belgian GP in the pole position! Followed by the-ever-so-great Massa and Alonso and Hamilton. Yeehah! It makes me feel better learning that Kimi will take the lead.

Jatuh

Saturday evening, was scrubbing the balcony.. the floor was all wet and slippery, bersabun segala.. entah di mana silap langkah dan perkiraan.. I hilang pertimbangan and.. GEDEBAK! Jatuh terhentak ke belakang... nasib baik cekap balancing, so kepala tak terlentang ke lantai...cuma badan saja. Now that was a VERY bad fall.. my whole body is aching now.. sengal-sengal. Kalau sedang duduk nak berdiri Tuhan sahaja yang tau betapa siksanya.

Tomorrow my Mom has arranged for a traditional massage. Berurutlah kiranya, dengan this one Hajjah yang memang biasa mengurut orang. Bukan apa, cuma nak tengok kalau ada cedera di mana-mana. Masa lepas jatuh tu I terus bangun berdiri. Jedi lah katakan.. tapi redha sebab mungkin I terlampau jahat sangat heheh.. lagipun macam dah lama sangat tak jatuh.. so that was my share lah kot.

Mula-mula ngeri juga sebab terhentak. Risau kalau kalau cedera tulang teruk. Tapi terfikir pula kalau dah patah riuk mana boleh berdiri tegak. Hehehehe. Paranoid! My aunt advised me to see a doctor, just in case. Erm, nanti I pergilah kot.. hehehe.

Bored

Yeah I am bored beyond words. Been watching the movie channels for days now. Among the movies that I watched were Dante's Peak, St. Elmo's Fire (I was googling this coz I like the love theme), Jurassic Park III, 7 Perhentian, Gubra, The Bone Collector.

Found this book. I bought this in the UK years ago. I flipped the pages looking for ideas. Not too bad. Got some ideas for scrapbooking.

Just now I noticed he put some photos in his site. And why do I get this really strong feeling that those are for my benefit? *wink* It's something that I can immediately know simply by looking at their eyes. The eyes communicate something, that much is true. Hehehehe.. susah-susah aje.. terima kasih, ya :).

See, I told him to his face that he was ancient and will become warga emas pretty soon. Yes, that, I did. And I told him that he really needs to be selective in choosing women to bed, as it is evidently contagious. And I told him I pity his wife and daughter everytime he had a nightstop.

And that is why someone is being so defensive. Siap letak gambar lagi, just to prove his capabilities and so-called popularity. How immature. *smiles* Nak sedapkan hati sendiri, ya?

Sorrylah my dear, like I said, I am in a different class from you. I don't think what you are doing now signifies that you are popular, or a world class playboy or anything (first class hypocrite, yes, God help your wife). Truly popular and glamorous people don't do that lah. They just don't. They don't advertise themselves.

But I am amused. You are having a mid-life crisis, a serious one. And by the way, that lady is.. uh.. chubby, isn't she? Puffy, I'd say. *grins* Is that your definition of 'pretty and sexy'? Yeah well you scare me. Honey, you are really immature! B...o...r..i...n..g.

Why, eh?

The following scenes are based from my very own observation. I am not too sure if we could blame the age factor...

1) I tengok orang-orang yang berumur 40 years and above.. cara mereka cakap tentang sesuatu macam lebih kepada berleter - or like mengomel ke apa. Tapi tak semualah yang begitu.. some women aged 40 above masih maintain their way of speaking. Very articulate, that is. But the rest, the moment they start speaking.. tak terkata aku dibuatnya. One most recent conversation I had was like this. I was speaking to a man, aged 45. After a while talking over the phone, he had to excuse himself to get ready for work. "Okaylah Dear, I nak mandi-mandi, I nak cuci-cuci.......etc". Tak menyeringai pulak aku kan, nasib baik dalam phone. Tu pun macam nak tersembur gelak gak lak kan. Heheheheh.

Gelihati because I just don't speak like that. Kalau nak mandi, I'd say, okaylah I wanna have a shower.. or I nak mandi. Kalau nak ke supermarket, I would simply say I wanna buy things or groceries or toiletteries. Just that. Not "I nak pergi supermarket, nak cari sayur-sayur sikit, buah-buah sikit, ikan, daging.........................". Hadoi, boleh menyembur gelak dibuatnya.

2) Pernah tak perasan yang golongan begini (40 ke atas) kalau dia bagi estimation, selalunya tak berapa reliable? Like for instance, a man I know who lives in Kulai, Johor. He kept telling me.. "Rumah I dekat aje dengan airport, you tau. Airport tu belakang rumah I je. Dekat sangat lah. Belakang je...". Dan I pula masa tu, terfikir. Biar betul.. the airport is in Senai, camana plak dia kata rumah dia dekat benor ngan airport, sebab dia duduk Kulai. Kulai and Senai, Senai and Kulai, are two, obvious, different names and places. And then okay la, I terfikir pula, mungkin rumah dia ni at this one end of Kulai which is soooo near to Senai ke, kan. Then one day aku pergi rumah dia and... MAK DATUK! Punyalah jauhhhhhhh rumah dia dengan airport!!!!!!!!!!!! You had to cross Kulai town and then masuk ke Senai sedalam-dalamnya baruuuuu jumpa Senai Airport. See, he's not even living in Kulai small town!!

And me, being myself, aku pun taji la cukup-cukup. "Macam ini you kata dekat? Ya Allah, you punya estimation memang I tak boleh percayalah. Dekat ni ???" And the man said "Dekat apa.. hardly 15 minutes dah sampai airport," Hah!!!! Airport belakang rumah dia konon... BELAKANGLAH SANGAT.

Entahlah some people just like to exaggerate. I don't like that. I really don't like. At its worst, boleh menyusahkah orang lain. I pun tak tau lah kenapa dengan orang-orang ni. Orang tanya sepatah, jawab 7 patah.. benda yang sedikit dibesar-besarkan. Nak tarik perhatian orang ke, terlampau mesra ke. Tak taulah kenapa.. kompiussss.

Him : Another You Part V

Hey, hey, hey you My Jedi Knight! This 'Him' I am talking about is so NOT ANOTHER YOU!

I just found out tonight. His attitude, like you put it, SUCKS!

And.. (nak mengadu lah ni).. he said so many mean things to me.. but.. I did not reciprocate.. I followed your advice.. be nice to people.. and it feels good everytime.. besides I tak sampai hati nak kutuk dia... memang banyak point boleh kutuk.. tapi it's okay.. Kasihan..tak apalah dia nak kata I katalah..I accept.

well he may say I ni stupid kan.. tak tau nak melawan.. tak apalah.. he's not from my league.. way, way too easy..kalau I hentam dia nanti tak boleh bangun lagi.. so.. I biarkan saja..

lagipun I kan angelic.. angels don't do such things, right regal sis?

It takes a Forbidden to know an Angel *wink*

by the way I have successfully defeated that so-called Another You.. hehehe see.. all too easy.

I am officially getting rid of him today.

Would You?

a now-married cousin of mine once used to say, during her courting days, that one would not be completely at ease with one's spouse unless he or she farted in front of his or her spouse without feeling embarassed or guilty. meaning to say, one is not really comfortable with his or her spouse until one dares to fart without feeling embarassed or guilty.

at that time, I went like "Huh? What??"

she went on and told me that in countless occassions she tried to do that in the presence of her then boyfriend (now husband) but he either did not hear it or chose not to acknowledge it ( to save her from embarassment, maybe).

and I asked her.. "Why would you want to do that? Gosh!"

She said, "Yalah, otherwise I belum betul-betul comfortable lah with him, kan?"

I didn't say anything. I thought "Ya Allah, budak ni...." I don't know about others but, hey, for girls, it's different. Different, different, different!

And many, many years ago, an old friend of mine told me about her aunt. Apparently the aunt went on a date with her rich boyfriend and then the aunt asked her boyfriend whether or not she could fart in his car. Aloud, okay. He said, "Go ahead, don't have to ask..." And the aunt did it.. loudly.

Haiiiiya! Ini lagi sorang. What's with these people? And they are the ones who look very docile, very demure and very polite, you know. Wanita Melayu Terakhir tau.. Macam I ini senang-senang boleh di klasifikasikan as Mafia.

BUT I DON'T DO SUCH THINGS. I JUST DON'T. AND WON'T.

Would you?

Him : Another You Part IV

Boring... menyampah.. why do you have to be so overly sensitive and arrogant? Do you not realise that we are all human beings.. tak perlu nak berlagak.. semua pun HAMBA Allah. We are all servants, that's the reality.

I know not berapa lama lagi I can stand these things. Maybe I just keep quiet and let things pass. Tired lah.. so tired.. I have another examination coming.. am busy with readings and memorising. Though I am not really into the government sector, but I believe it is far better to read and gain knowledge than to wonder endlessly about you.I don't know what you are trying to show. I don't even know for sure. You are like.. so.. unstable. Your mind, that is. Though I am more than ten years younger but.. hey.. I am wiser.

And I told you repeatedly not to boast.. like tonight for example.. you said something you don't really mean. And when I press the matter, pandai pun you avoid.. See, honey I KNEW it.. I KNEW YOU DELIBERATELY SAID THAT, THAT WAS WHY I PRESSED ON IT. But you did not know that I knew, which was too bad. You have no way of knowing that I was laughing like hell after you went to bed. I know you are slowly getting addicted to having me around. I know I am angelic *wink* And I am very certain that, at home, whenever you are on your own, my words will keep ringing in your head. Well..he did not call me nightingale for nothing *winkie wink*

I told you I am far wiser. I think you underestimated the effect of The One. He is my master, my teacher. He is the only one I cannot defeat. At least not yet. In time, I will. I am very certain.

Him : Another You Part III

You are doing fine.. improving even better.. I am pleased with you now...

But please stop playing games.. because you do not know that i MAJOR in playing games... you may be way older, but I am way, way wiser.. FACE IT!

See, I know that it only took a little persuasion to put you right on track.

Just that, don't boast too much.. because where I am concerned, he who boasts will definitely eat his words back later.. *wink*

But still.. The Best Is The One. I dare to say this because I know you cannot read this, haha!

Wish I could publish your photo here.. but.. noooooo... too many prying eyes... so NO!

Yeah I dedicate the song Sometimes When We Touch To You, though.

-to be continued -

Him : Another You Part II

this is sincerely from me to you..

boleh tak jangan mengada-ngada.. tak payah nak prideful boleh tak? (how I wish you can read this)

I am tired of playing games.. you tu mengada-ngada sangat.. you need persuasion constantly and i am not in the habit of constantly persuading people.. I bukan jenis mengada-ngada.. i don't like to persuade nor do I like to be persuaded. RIMAS!

my yes means YES, my no means NO.. capisce?

what are u trying to prove? that you are hot properties? well, you don't say.. the only 'hot property' that I acknowledge is now in England... oh, that one is really hot.. so hot that he had to cool himself down in England hahah.

yeah, why should I lower down my guards with you? sorry man.. kalau you banyak cerita sangat, you boleh jalanlah.... I peduli apa.. I have known, seen and been with The Best. You are so fortunate that I did decide to entertain you, even as a friend. Even more so fortunate to get my mobile number. But you tu tak reti thankful.. The Best one tu pun tak cocky like you.. down-to-earth lagi ada lah..

From now on, it's always The Best. I will not consider anyone else. Only The Best. The One And Only.

OH NO!

and I HAD to have the exam on that day? argGGGgggghHHHHHh!!

NNNNNnnnnnnnooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Body Exchange : Part II

I asked my friend regarding The Body Exchange concept.. well, discussed was more like it.. a wonderful man, aged 45 (not my ex-boyfriend). He admitted that he used to 'play the field' too. But slowed down when he found a steady. Yes, I am certain that he was quite a player in his days. How I envy the girls... hehehe kidding...

So I asked him whether he had an 'occasional sliding' after marriage. He said, that's quite normal, plus it would be accompanied with guilt afterwards. I told him that, in my case, of course, I am prepared to make allowances for 'occasional sliding'. Old habit dies hard, after all (see, i am very cool and understanding). Just that it is difficult for me to comprehend the act of men who keep on doing it even after marriage and children, not to mention collecting sluts. I guess the only possible and plausible explanation would be that it is done as a hobby, a favourite pastime, a habit.

He told me, "There is no such thing as 'hobby' in this matter. If one does it too often, then it is not a hobby, it is a sickness. It could also mean he is having a mid-life crisis "

I was all smiling. I said "but in my case he hasn't even reached the middle age yet. So it must be a whole-life crisis".

The Body Exchange

as I was driving back home this evening.. i thought of this concept : The Body Exchange. Why, we used to have the Kuala Lumpur Stock Exchange (now Bursa Malaysia), a place for trading shares. So let's talk about another form of exchange here, shall we?

The Body Exchange : Men, especially married men, who are playing the field in full throttle, sleeping around religiously, accumulating mistresses relentlessly, cruising from one girlfriend to another, exposing their wives to STDs. In short, their bodies are like a 'trading' exchange for an endless succession of women (or sluts, depending on the case).These men are not that different from them sex workers (alternate word for h**kers). Ah, but even sex workers do quote a price. They get paid for services rendered. These men, however, along with trading their bodies FOC, they will be the one generously compensating the sluts they are sleeping with. Money, property, gifts - all acceptable.

Appealing, isn't it? Freely available plus money and property and gifts. Verry irresistible package.

Many, many blissful years ago, the higher the education of the bride-to-be, the larger the figures of the hantaran for her. But hello, these days the going trend is : the richer the man, the more obscene the amount of hantaran will be charged (not to mention the acquiring expenses (or shall i say courting?), irrespective of the nature and character of the bride-to-be, whether she is educated, or slutty, or scheming, or of a perampas nature. Love is really blind, yes. *wink*

imagine when one wants to buy a magazine : it's most natural if he or she chooses the brand new, fresh-looking ones, and not the dog-eared ones. Rasa macam tak best kalau beli yang orang dah buka-buka, dah terlipat here and there. Macam beli 2nd hand mags. Now, consider this: how if one of you ladies is unfortunate enough to be married to a man who carries The Body Exchange label. Bukan satu, bukan dua, bukan sepuluh... berpuluh-puluh perempuan have been 'traded' at the body exchange. EYIKESSSS!

but when it comes to choosing a lifelong partner, these men opt for the untouched, the holy virgin, the noble ones. So let us remind them of something which they have conveniently forgotten:

"The fornicator shall not marry any but a fornicatoress or a mushrikah, and none marries her (fornicatoress) except a fornicator or a mushrik : such are forbidden to the believers".

[An-Nur : 3]

Challenges, challenges....

Not much happening here. Sekarang I continue to exercise. Itupun mendung amat, cuma antara nak hujan atau tidak saja. Petang tadi was the best example. Pukul 5 lebih, gelap dia macam dah nak maghrib. Tapi I pergi juga, tak sanggup lagi nak duduk rumah tak exercise and feel guilty. Today is the second day I exercise since musim hujan ni.

I went to Istana Garden today.. parking space banyak kosong, tapi yang jogging boleh tahan ramainya.. hehehe see.. ada gang.. today I puas hati kerana dapat complete kan four rounds.. sekarang dah naik sedikit target.. four rounds, minimum... tapi tadi memang suka sangat, sebab I dah melampaui batas hehehehe.. tadi I panjat puncak bukit tu dan naik ke atas, tempat orang jog/brisk-walk kat atas tu.. it's smaller than track yang di bawah tu, tapi hehehe kecik-kecik pun tercungap lah juga kan nak habiskan one round.. hehehe...

I was thinking that maybe I nak increase my rounds.. four rounds di track bawah dan three di atas bukit, how about that? sekarang macam dah reach comfort zone.. so kena naikkan lagi target... well, have to get my spectacular curves back. Ahahahaha.. mulalah tu!

alkisahnya my Mom, my house assistant and my youngest bro hari ini berpuasa.. macam my regal sis juga.. heheheh so... sob.. sob.. sudahlah dia masak lauk Ayam Briyani... ada pula siput masak lemak, ulam-ulaman, ikan pari masak asam pedas.. peria masak lemak.. (these were from lunchtime), kemudian dia buat pula Bubur Lemak, dia teringin nak makan (yang banyak makan ialah tak lain tak bukan Cik Anis kita). Masa I balik, mak dan adik-adik keluar, cari kurma konon.. bila balik bawa kurma as well as other things. My bro beli ayam KFC yang dalam bucket tu (hadoi). Nak menambahkan lagi temptation, dia buat pula Sirap Bandung. Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

tak payah tanya.. memang I makan.. well.. a bit of everything.. bubur belum makan lagi.. ayam tak makan lagi.. cuma jamah the mashed potato.. itu memang my fav.. Eh tapi tadi the mashed potato tasted funny, Mas pun kata rasa dia pelik. It tasted like rumput liar yang melilit tepi pagar tu. Urghh! Tapi sirap bandung memang I sapu la...

When my brother balik kerja, terperanjat dia.. he said.. "Ini puasa ke apa ni?" *grin*

alahai banyaknya challenges orang nak slim down ni kan? Well.. kalau rajin , bila-bila nanti I akan take photos di Istana Garden tu.. cantik juga..

help me...

unfortunately for me, i demam dan selsema lagi.. teruk sangat.. it's like I'm forever sneezing.. watery eyes.. one whole day tak bermaya.. sore throat tak usah cerita.. terpaksa makan sebab nak makan ubat... tak ada mood..

sedihnya.. the worst part is I cannot give the love of my life a kiss.. not even a kiss.. takut menjangkit pula.. kesian kat Nayniss.. harini bila dia nampak I, berlari-lari dia as usual.. expecting me to dukung her or kiss her or play with her.. but forgive me, Nayniss, today tak berdaya.. cuma menyakat dia sikit-sikit... punyalah eager dia nak ajak bermain-main.. siap makan banana and tunjuk-tunjuk pada I.. "Nana... nana.. haaa nana" She says nana for banana...sometimes nanana, sometimes manana..

her grandparents pula tak ada, ke KL.. luckily today both her Pa & Ma cuti.. Ma MC, Pa pula EL nak hantar Ma ke specialist.. so adalah kawan for Nayniss...

duhhhhHHh! demam, demam, demam, selsema, selsema, selsema.. helllpppppppppPPP!