Gone.. I hope

Looks like he's stopped now. Gone - at least I hope so. Janganlah hendaknya dia deliberately be silent for a moment and then ada balik in full force (making up for the time of his absence). Mintak ampun, mintak maap.. janganlah macam tu pulak. TOLONGGGlah... menyampah!

You know, there are people yang deliberately be silent for a while - either wanna make their absence noticed or simply tunjuk perasaan. Believe me when I say apa pun you buat, tak berguna. Because I pray wholeheartedly that you will be gone from my life for good, so why on earth would I miss your presence? Tak perlu nak pull a 'so-called merajuk' act or anything, sebab I PEDULI APA PUN. Lagi lama you tak ada, lagi bagus. And kalau tak ada call/sms terus pun berlebihlah membahagiakan. Aman damai dan sentosa.

Whatever it is I really hope dia memang dah faham 100% yang his presence is not wanted.

Oh, nasib baik my friend Red Devil is away on a training session. Kalau tidak mesti I dah kena marah dengan Red. Red selalu kata "Kalau dia dah diam tu, jangan sebut-sebut, esok MENJELMA balik, suwey tau". Tehahhahahhahahaha! Hmm, Red cepatlah balik JB. I hope you will get a much better offer.

Bored

Yeah I am bored beyond words. Been watching the movie channels for days now. Among the movies that I watched were Dante's Peak, St. Elmo's Fire (I was googling this coz I like the love theme), Jurassic Park III, 7 Perhentian, Gubra, The Bone Collector.

Found this book. I bought this in the UK years ago. I flipped the pages looking for ideas. Not too bad. Got some ideas for scrapbooking.

Just now I noticed he put some photos in his site. And why do I get this really strong feeling that those are for my benefit? *wink* It's something that I can immediately know simply by looking at their eyes. The eyes communicate something, that much is true. Hehehehe.. susah-susah aje.. terima kasih, ya :).

See, I told him to his face that he was ancient and will become warga emas pretty soon. Yes, that, I did. And I told him that he really needs to be selective in choosing women to bed, as it is evidently contagious. And I told him I pity his wife and daughter everytime he had a nightstop.

And that is why someone is being so defensive. Siap letak gambar lagi, just to prove his capabilities and so-called popularity. How immature. *smiles* Nak sedapkan hati sendiri, ya?

Sorrylah my dear, like I said, I am in a different class from you. I don't think what you are doing now signifies that you are popular, or a world class playboy or anything (first class hypocrite, yes, God help your wife). Truly popular and glamorous people don't do that lah. They just don't. They don't advertise themselves.

But I am amused. You are having a mid-life crisis, a serious one. And by the way, that lady is.. uh.. chubby, isn't she? Puffy, I'd say. *grins* Is that your definition of 'pretty and sexy'? Yeah well you scare me. Honey, you are really immature! B...o...r..i...n..g.

Memanglah Puaka

You guys, kalau lemah semangat jangan tengok Puaka Tebing Biru. Those who love horror movies should watch it, though. Siapa yang tempat kerja dia carpark di basement pun jangan tengok.

Why? As the title implies, this movie memang sangat PUAKA! I baru habis tengok cd 1.. hehehe terus tutup.. huiyoo... by my standard it is scary and selalu buat I terperanjat. Sudahlah my bedroom windows memang ternganga 24 hours.. siapa yang ada heart problem pun jangan tengok this movie.. memang tersentap tangkai jantung!

Hehehehe... sudahlah begitu, I have another Korean movie yang belum ditonton. Pun horror jugak. You guys mesti kata, dah tau takut buat apa nak tengok? Well, I bukanlah penakut.. I love horror movies, cuma kalau ada yang scene terperanjat tu yang leceh sikit.... besides, you really have to be here to understand what I am saying.. area rumah I ni.. @#$%&+-# sikit.. sudahlah rumah sebelah kanan tak berorang, rumah sebelah kiri selalu kosong walaupun berpenghuni.. rumah hadapan pula belum berpenghuni.. rumah belakang? Penghuni dia dengan hantu boleh main pok amai-amai sama-sama.. sebab same species.

Penakut

Earlier tonight I watched the movie Chermin with my family with the exception of my Dad. He was not around. Just last week I watched Jangan Pandang Belakang with my sister and niece. But we watched vcd lah.. tak ke cinema pun...

Yes, I am a fan of horror movies.. but the ones yang memang seram... tak kisah english, japanese, chinese, korean, indonesian or thai..... sekarang, malay horror movies dah improve a lot daripada dulu-dulu.. walaupun tak seseram korean or indonesian ones.. tapi still boleh membuatkan I terbayang-bayang hehehe... Jangan Pandang Belakang is much more scary than Chermin. But the plot, Chermin is much better.. Jangan Pandang Belakang's plot is too simple.. but the hantu, I tell you.. sangat memeranjatkan..

So.. how penakut are you? Me.. until my late twenties.. I was so daringly 'berani'.. setakat tengok movie hantu malam-malam is nothing... bukanlah cakap besar but.. that was fine with me.. and I watch it selambaly, tak ada tutup-tutup mata punya... but it was when I was 28 when I was staying in KL.. I went to watch this Korean movie The Wishing Stairs at the Sunway Piramid with my brother and his fiancee. I was staying in central KL. We watched the midnight show.. and.. when my brother sent me back.. well escorted me back actually.. we were driving separate cars... masa nak turun tu.. dia siap takutkan I.. he said masa I nak buka kunci rumah, the hantu in the movie will come ballet-dancing to me dari jauh and tiba-tiba dah ada depan mata..

Jahatnya! you know I was staying at this condominium, at level 28 pulak tu... and the movie punya scene was that of girls in dormitory.. so agak sama la macam condo.. ada alley and everything.. and from that moment I was not as brave as I was... that movie memang scary..

And now.. I am still okay with driving alone after midnight from KL-JB or vice versa.. bukanlah tak takut langsung.. ada area-area yang I tahu memang agak 'haunted' tetapi tawakkallah.. and baca ayat-ayat Al-Quran yang sepatutnya.. Insya Allah tiada apa-apa.. also, I do not mind at all staying alone at home for a few days...

BUT.. hohoho I will not watch horror movies after midnight lagi.. tak kisah di rumah atau di cinema.. mintak mahap... I did mention haritu I cuba-cuba nak buat 'stunt' tengok Jangan Pandang Belakang seorang diri in my room at 4 am something.. and belum lama pun I dah off the vcd hehehe... sorry la... kejap lagi nak turun ke dapur minum air siap la aku imaginasi lebih-lebihan..

bukan apa.. masa I tinggal sorang last few months.. memang something happened.. and i am positive itu memang gangguan atau dia nak test... tapi Alhamdulillah I tak begitu takut.. and i recite the appropriate Doa and I said.. I do not mind if we co-exist in the same house but I only seek protection in Allah.. so if I do not disturb you, please do not disturb me... that's what I said... Alhamdulillah now tak ada apa-apa lagi..

oh, and if I wanna check on my cats, I akan ke luar rumah even at 3 or 4 am jika dengar kucing bergaduh.. I tak sanggup biar my cats cedera dek kerana bergaduh.. but I will recite doa dulu.. termasuk doa dilindungkan daripada pandangan mata yang menyeramkan.. itu yang paling penting.. to me.. kalau dia ada dan tak kacau kita, dan kita tidak nampak, tidak mengapa.. tetapi kalau dia ada and visible, walaupun tak kacau.. hehehe kes berat tu...

my father was a state government officer.. so in the early days we had to move from one district to another kerana tugasnya itu.. so my life revolves around one old colonial house to another.. bila dah begitu ....faham-faham sahajalah rumah lama... so many things and so many stories...

but whatever it is, my parents adalah jenis yang tidak suka menakutkan anak.. so any stories from predecessors of a house tak akan sampai ke telinga kami semua.. they would only remind us not to forget our responsibilities to God and recite the appropriate Doa.. this way, Insya Allah payah nak diganggu.. melainkan jika Allah kehendaki.. siapa-siapa yang penakut tidak tentu fasal pasti akan kena marah kow-kow...

jadinya I ni tidaklah terlalu berani and bukanlah penakut sangat.. somewhere in between... apapun kita kena ingat sentiasa, bahawa manusia adalah sebaik-baik kejadian...

How about you? What is your rating between Berani and Penakut?