Baucar Buku 1 Malaysia

My highest and endless appreciation to the Government of Malaysia and to our Prime Minister, Dato' Seri Najib Tun Abdul Razak on the allocation and gift of the RM200 Baucar Buku 1 Malaysia to the students of the higher learning institution like myself.

I spent RM 100 last night on items related to my studies, of course.  Have another RM 100 to spend. :)

Praise be to Allah.  May Allah bless us all.

I also love this...

From today's The Star :

SCORPIO (Oct 24 - Nov 22) Unusual conditions involving faraway places or people make this a lively day. You get something you have been hoping for.

I don't really read the Starscope everyday. But I just finished re-reading The Best Laid Plans by Sidney Sheldon. So I decided to take a glance at today's Starscope and tadaaaaa! I like that very much *grins*.

Bored

Yeah I am bored beyond words. Been watching the movie channels for days now. Among the movies that I watched were Dante's Peak, St. Elmo's Fire (I was googling this coz I like the love theme), Jurassic Park III, 7 Perhentian, Gubra, The Bone Collector.

Found this book. I bought this in the UK years ago. I flipped the pages looking for ideas. Not too bad. Got some ideas for scrapbooking.

Just now I noticed he put some photos in his site. And why do I get this really strong feeling that those are for my benefit? *wink* It's something that I can immediately know simply by looking at their eyes. The eyes communicate something, that much is true. Hehehehe.. susah-susah aje.. terima kasih, ya :).

See, I told him to his face that he was ancient and will become warga emas pretty soon. Yes, that, I did. And I told him that he really needs to be selective in choosing women to bed, as it is evidently contagious. And I told him I pity his wife and daughter everytime he had a nightstop.

And that is why someone is being so defensive. Siap letak gambar lagi, just to prove his capabilities and so-called popularity. How immature. *smiles* Nak sedapkan hati sendiri, ya?

Sorrylah my dear, like I said, I am in a different class from you. I don't think what you are doing now signifies that you are popular, or a world class playboy or anything (first class hypocrite, yes, God help your wife). Truly popular and glamorous people don't do that lah. They just don't. They don't advertise themselves.

But I am amused. You are having a mid-life crisis, a serious one. And by the way, that lady is.. uh.. chubby, isn't she? Puffy, I'd say. *grins* Is that your definition of 'pretty and sexy'? Yeah well you scare me. Honey, you are really immature! B...o...r..i...n..g.

Him : Another You Part V

Hey, hey, hey you My Jedi Knight! This 'Him' I am talking about is so NOT ANOTHER YOU!

I just found out tonight. His attitude, like you put it, SUCKS!

And.. (nak mengadu lah ni).. he said so many mean things to me.. but.. I did not reciprocate.. I followed your advice.. be nice to people.. and it feels good everytime.. besides I tak sampai hati nak kutuk dia... memang banyak point boleh kutuk.. tapi it's okay.. Kasihan..tak apalah dia nak kata I katalah..I accept.

well he may say I ni stupid kan.. tak tau nak melawan.. tak apalah.. he's not from my league.. way, way too easy..kalau I hentam dia nanti tak boleh bangun lagi.. so.. I biarkan saja..

lagipun I kan angelic.. angels don't do such things, right regal sis?

It takes a Forbidden to know an Angel *wink*

by the way I have successfully defeated that so-called Another You.. hehehe see.. all too easy.

I am officially getting rid of him today.

Him : Another You Part IV

Boring... menyampah.. why do you have to be so overly sensitive and arrogant? Do you not realise that we are all human beings.. tak perlu nak berlagak.. semua pun HAMBA Allah. We are all servants, that's the reality.

I know not berapa lama lagi I can stand these things. Maybe I just keep quiet and let things pass. Tired lah.. so tired.. I have another examination coming.. am busy with readings and memorising. Though I am not really into the government sector, but I believe it is far better to read and gain knowledge than to wonder endlessly about you.I don't know what you are trying to show. I don't even know for sure. You are like.. so.. unstable. Your mind, that is. Though I am more than ten years younger but.. hey.. I am wiser.

And I told you repeatedly not to boast.. like tonight for example.. you said something you don't really mean. And when I press the matter, pandai pun you avoid.. See, honey I KNEW it.. I KNEW YOU DELIBERATELY SAID THAT, THAT WAS WHY I PRESSED ON IT. But you did not know that I knew, which was too bad. You have no way of knowing that I was laughing like hell after you went to bed. I know you are slowly getting addicted to having me around. I know I am angelic *wink* And I am very certain that, at home, whenever you are on your own, my words will keep ringing in your head. Well..he did not call me nightingale for nothing *winkie wink*

I told you I am far wiser. I think you underestimated the effect of The One. He is my master, my teacher. He is the only one I cannot defeat. At least not yet. In time, I will. I am very certain.

Him : Another You Part III

You are doing fine.. improving even better.. I am pleased with you now...

But please stop playing games.. because you do not know that i MAJOR in playing games... you may be way older, but I am way, way wiser.. FACE IT!

See, I know that it only took a little persuasion to put you right on track.

Just that, don't boast too much.. because where I am concerned, he who boasts will definitely eat his words back later.. *wink*

But still.. The Best Is The One. I dare to say this because I know you cannot read this, haha!

Wish I could publish your photo here.. but.. noooooo... too many prying eyes... so NO!

Yeah I dedicate the song Sometimes When We Touch To You, though.

-to be continued -

Him : Another You Part II

this is sincerely from me to you..

boleh tak jangan mengada-ngada.. tak payah nak prideful boleh tak? (how I wish you can read this)

I am tired of playing games.. you tu mengada-ngada sangat.. you need persuasion constantly and i am not in the habit of constantly persuading people.. I bukan jenis mengada-ngada.. i don't like to persuade nor do I like to be persuaded. RIMAS!

my yes means YES, my no means NO.. capisce?

what are u trying to prove? that you are hot properties? well, you don't say.. the only 'hot property' that I acknowledge is now in England... oh, that one is really hot.. so hot that he had to cool himself down in England hahah.

yeah, why should I lower down my guards with you? sorry man.. kalau you banyak cerita sangat, you boleh jalanlah.... I peduli apa.. I have known, seen and been with The Best. You are so fortunate that I did decide to entertain you, even as a friend. Even more so fortunate to get my mobile number. But you tu tak reti thankful.. The Best one tu pun tak cocky like you.. down-to-earth lagi ada lah..

From now on, it's always The Best. I will not consider anyone else. Only The Best. The One And Only.

Dendam Kesumat : Addendum

like I said, there were sparks between us. but hey, he has gotten so thin. could it be because he is suffering from a terminal disease? Is he broken-hearted? It's like he has lost the will to live. I am so going to find out. Oh yes, I will. I strongly sense that he is unhappy. Semoga dibukakan jalan untuk I find out. Amin.

Dendam Tak Sudah

Yeah, Dendam Kesumat dah jadi Dendam Tak Sudah.

Cannot write much here. Will write it in my new restricted place. Susah, kalau ada api dalam sekam hehehehe.

Anyways.. I can only say.. from Sunday's very close encounter.. DEFINITELY there are some sparks between us. DEFINITELY.. very close, you know.. very. The best part is, I didn't expect that there would be sparks!

I have decided to do a follow-up on this.

Yeah.. like I said, the recent weekend was verrrryyy eventful *grins*

Dendam Kesumat : A Follow-Up

- his daughter is getting married early August. naturally the phone number, house and mobile would be printed in the invites. the last 3 digits of his house number and mobile.. is exactly the same as mine, as with my licence plate. how about that, huh? fate or coincidence?

- i just learned that he has a daughter who is a divorcee. interested, anyone? (betapa i tak ambil tahu hal neighbour.. orang lain dah berzaman tahu...)

- the invites for the wedding are neither beautiful nor elegant... the color was 'mak datuk!!!!!!!!!'. this is to say it is really not my color scheme. so not my color scheme. scary!

yang satu itu yang jiwa mahu

"jikalau jiwa inginkan satu, yang satu itu yang jiwa mahu"

I 'borrowed' this lovely phrase from my regal sis a long time ago. This was said by a certain regal someone in a very regal place wholly and exclusively owned by my regal sis. I borrowed this with permission and hereby declare that this be my personal tagline. Meaning to say, someone created this lovely phrase and I borrow it. This is not my original phrase.

But in my case, this phrase is every inch applicable. This is to say that when I do want something, then that thing is the only thing that I want, not more not less. Contrary to some people who said they wanted something and yet 'acquired' another thing. Or creature. Or livestock. See, I am not twisted. I am true to my words.

very meaningful, isn't it? those who know, knows. *wink*

Dendam Kezumat

ahahahaha lupa nak cakap.. tadi I saw Dendam Kezumats.. he was at the lower level of his house.. talking to someone.. heheheheh... YAY!

Dendam Kesumat II

was driving to Larkin earlier tonight.. on my way out.. tak jauh daripada rumah, masa nak turun bukit, I realised a little belatedly ada headlights coming..

la la la la bila dah dekat... guess who? sudahlah masa tu i was driving tengah jalan..u know the road in front of my house is normally lengang at that time.. so bermaharajalelalah sekejap...

yes.. it's him alright.. Dendam Kesumat.. balik masjid, no doubt.. but he was driving his Merce, not the usual car he drives kalau pergi tempat dekat-dekat ni... that's the second time I saw him this week.. mesti dia dah mark I punya.. dangerous driver..

alahai I pray seriously janganlah ditakdirkan ada 'anything' with him.. selisih! the condition is sooo not right.. like i said earlier.. the datin is close to me and my Mom.. and he sits in the same Board with my Dad at this one company.. he plays golf with my Dad too...

i have been rejecting the signs.. there's been so many before this.. yeah I know and noticed him since I was 16...... so please go away.. please.... pleaseee....

Dendam Kesumat

Ini bukan cerita duka. *smile*

Semalam saya nampak Dendam Kesumat sedang drive nak ke masjid untuk solat Maghrib. Yang tak tahan tu dia pakai songkok berwarna putih... nampak pelik. Bukan kupiah.

Kenapa panggil Dendam Kesumat? Bulan dua haritu ketika saya dan SIL dalam perjalanan pulang dari Giant, di simpang naik bukit serene itu kami terserempak dengan kereta dia. (Dia memang terkenal dengan kesegakannya dan ke'reptilia'annya. Dan drive kereta pun laju. Kira memang ada unsur-unsur yang saya minati. Namun, yang menyebabkan dia disqualified adalah kerana walaupun kacak, dia seusia dengan ayah saya. Dan.. datinnya kusmangat garang.. tapi tidaklah menghairankan... tetapi datinnya baik dengan saya. Mereka tinggal sejalan dengan saya.)

Jadi, ketika kami sama-sama mendaki bukit, saya perhatikan dia memandu terlalu perlahan.. mungkin sayangkan kereta dan perlahan-lahan untuk melalui safety bump yang banyak terdapat di jalan tersebut. Dan diri saya yang memang tidak sabar ini sudah makan jalan untuk memotong kereta dia. Sangatlah merbahaya kerana di bukit itu memang banyak selekoh tajam.

Demi ternampak kereta saya hendak memotong, dia terus melajukan keretanya. Melawan! Dan kejar-mengejar berlaku. Sehinggalah tiba di pintu pagar belakang istana, saya memperlahankan kereta kerana tidak mahu dia sedar bahawa kami ini jirannya juga (on the assumption dia tak nampat plat kereta lah kan).

Dan dia yang amat peka itu telah turut memperlahankan keretanya. Memang sah, tau perempuan yang drive, tunjuk lagak. Kemudian saya pun lajukan kereta dan nekad ikut dia dengan jarak dekat sampai ke jalan di mana kami tinggal. Dapatlah dilihat bahawasanya ketika dia nak belok ke perkarangan rumahnya dia telah menelek rearview mirror hehehehe... sebab saya naik 4wd, nampak lah apa dia buat...

Saya pun pecut laju terus balik rumah.. memang sah dia nampak punya... rumah sangat dekat.. nasiblah! Apa sekalipun saya masih tidak puas hati kerana tidak berjaya memotong. Dan saya berkata kepada SIL.. "Dendam belum terbalas ni, takpe, esok-esok boleh bayar"

lalu kata SIL "Dendam? Kesumat ke tak?"

"Kesumat, kesumat! Dendam Kesumat". Dan di sinilah saya menamakannya Dendam Kesumat.

Tunggu sajalah wahai Dendam Kesumat... sehari dua ni siaplah...