Showing posts with label ....heart-throb....... Show all posts
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Monday, August 06, 2007

Him : Another You

I cannot write much about him, the new friend of mine. If you want to put it that way. A 'friend'. *smiles* *wink*

For one, there's My Jedi Knight in here. Then there's these intruders, or penyibuk, take your pick. The kind of people yang menyibuk stalk blog orang and thought people do not know. Iaitu contoh-contoh orang bersalah dan takut kepada bayang-bayang sendiri.

Third, he might know about this blog, so tak mahulah dia perasan *wink* Maybe I should put his sms in an archive... a password-protected archive.

Suffice if I say I ingatkan dia garang, rupanya he is so naughty. And s**y. Like I told him on Saturday night. But I know I like his style. A real man. Another forbidden one. From high above. *wink*

I will write about him in a special place. Special restricted place.

But what shall I call him? Ideas, anyone?

PTD Exam : The Dark Lord

yeah, yeah, yeah I sat for the exam again on Saturday. For a start I felt hungry during the morning session even though I already had my breakfast. Yeah it was at Sekolah Teknik Vokasional ERT Azizah in Larkin. Not very far from that IKM where I first sat for the exam.

the exams : I didn't manage to finish the Ujian Sahsiah Diri. Only answered 156 out of 178 questions. Bukan sebab tak tahu buat, tak cukup masa. 178 questions, 40 minutes. I wasted too much time on filling the IC details on that d**n OMR form. Funny because last time I managed to finish all questions. Agaknya sebab dia buat Sahsiah first paper. Pagi-pagi biasalah, belum betul-betul 'on' otak ni heheh. Dulu Ujian Sahsiah ni last sekali.


The second paper, General Knowledge was average lah.. ada yang okay ada yang tak.. tapi kali ini banyak soalan tentang sukan. Tapi tak ada pula F1 related. Darn! Third was Ujian Kecekapan Menyelesaikan Masalah, which was far better than my last performance. Sebab kali ini I ada practise buat Math, and I tak merayau-rayau so ample time to do it. Dulu tak cukup masa sebab masuk lambat, gatal-gatal pergi ubah tempat park kereta.


Fourth paper, the last one for the morning session was Ujian Kefahaman, 4 passages, 2 in BM 2 in English, 20 questions. This one was easy as with the last time. I keluar awal sikit, sempat balik rumah lunch dulu. Came back before 2. The rest was essay writing, in BM and English. I chose the first question for both papers. Sapa nak nengok soalan dipersilakan ke blog Jedi Realm, I dah post kat sana. I particularly like the English essay tu hehehe. Because it is related to my principles of life. Done. I balik dengan riang ria. Why?


The Dark Lord : I am beginning to think that the time when I sit for the second paper is my lucky time in PTD Exam. Last time, it was during the middle of the second exam that I noticed Abang Biru. This time pulak, well mula-mula sampai I dah scan invigilators. Nothing interesting. No Abang Biru (sob,sob since I was kinda hoping to see him again). Pagi-pagi dah disappointed gila. Sudahlah aku park kereta jauh bukan main, seberang jalan. Nak ke dewan pula kena turun tangga curam. Tak boleh park dalam kawasan sekolah. Dah sampai dewan baru notice ada back entrance. Ramai park keta kat situ. Takde kejer aku nak keluar semula.


You bet, masa tengah BOSAN buat paper pengetahun am tu, as usual mata aku melilau kiri kanan depan belakang. Tapi melilau dengan cara yang sungguh halus.. orang yang ada firasat sufi jer yang boleh notice tau *grins* Pandang luar, tengok pokok-pokok.. pandang belakang dewan..tengah survey area depan dewan.. hehehehehehe.. aku nampak seorang orang sedang tekun buat exam.. fulamaktuan duduk baris paling depan.. pakai baju serba hitam. Tingginya mak datukkk aku rasa sama ngan sang Jedi Knight lah. Itu dia.. tinggi is the keyword lah kan.


Ya.. dan bila break between papers aku pun scan the area.. itu dia.. sudahlah dressing smart tapi ala mafia (very manly), tall, tanned, broad. Then tak banyak cakap. I guess the quiet type. Hulamak sumer plus signs. Satu je minus sign.. aku nampak dia call someone masa ada break tu. Demi bersangka baik aku assume dia call mak dia, citer pasal exam. Sebab apa, aku tengok dia ni gaya-gaya budak baik. Bayangkanlah duduk baris paling depan, area lelaki lak tu. Habis exam duduk luar.. kira cam tenangkan fikiran.. bukan berbual-bual. Tertib habis.


Semenjak second paper aku dah ceria sket la walaupun menderita kelaparan. Kejap-kejap aku buat surround scan as usual hehehehe. Konon pasang niat nak snap gambar dia pakai phone camera.. sampai ke sudah tak berani hehehehe. Then time lunch break dia keluar dulu.. tak ingat lapar aku jalan laju-laju panjat tangga nak usha dia gi mana. Hambikkk... time aku lintas jalan aku nampak dia jalan ke arah tempat aku letak kereta, tapi masuk lorong dalam sket.. dengan pantas aku masuk kereta.. nasib kereta aku kat lane paling depan. Hehehe elok je start enjin, nampak ada beberapa kereta drive keluar dari lane belah belakang. Sekali ada satu kereta Kia Spectra warna krim, hati aku berkata entah-entah yang ni. Yang setannya cermin dia silver-tinted so dari jauh tak nampak orang kat dalam. So aku follow but not too close. Sampai kat traffic light larkin.. hehehe aku dapat chance park kat lane betul-betul sebelah dia... SOHIH memang dia dalam keta tu... aku nampak semua hitam je...ahaha DARK LORD!


then bila lampu tukar ijau, aku drive terus.. chewah dia pun headed towards the same direction.. aku dah berteka-teka entah-entah dia stay area Nong Chik (dekat gila ngan umah aku).. tapi tetiba kat simpang nak ke hutan bandar dia belok.. so agaknya dia tinggal area dekat-dekat Johor Specialist lah (menyedapkan ati sendiri) padahal kalau dia cross gi Majidi aku bukan tau. Lagi best kalau dia stay area Bukit Kesenangan kat tepi Johor Specialist.. baru betul! hehehehehe.. so aku balik la umah lunch.


time aku nak balik ke sekolah tu untuk afternoon session, aku make sure aku park keta kat tempat betul2 depan entrance dewan.. bila aku belok kiri.. ITU DIA SUDAH DUDUK DALAM KERETA.. hehehe tak sempat mengucap beb. Dia datang awal sket. Aku baru berkata dalam hati.. gasaklah kalau dia nak parking tempat mula-mula tadi, aku tak! Sekali dia sampai dulu. Huhu aku park keta belakang sikit dari dia. Sambil berkira-kira kalau abes awal boleh aku snap gambor keta dia..


Tak usah ucap la.. memang aku tak berani ambik gambor dia dalam dewan.. aku rasa ada je yang nampak walaupun aku duk bahagian baris belakang. See betapa consciousnya aku. Gi berbual ngan dia? Laaagilah takkan aku buat.. hehehe aku ni berani belakang je *ahaks*


yer time abis essay english, the very last paper, macam ribut aku menulis.. nak keluar awal konon nak snap gambor plat ngan keta dia.. memang aku keluar awal. Padahlnya boleh je kalau aku nak snap sambil drive keluar. Takkkkkk aku boleh takut-takut, takut ada orang nampak. Last-last bila aku berani, sambil drive perlahan aku pegang phone, belum aim lagi. Tetiba aku toleh kiri.. nasib memang tak begitu baik, aku tengok dia tengah jalan slow je.. dengan sunglass dia nan amat macho tu.. huhuhuhuhu HENSEM, dahlah tinggi, macho.. dressing smart lak.. serupa cam Jedi Knight.. cuma jedi knight nye hensem tiada tandingan lah kan hehehe.. but cara jalan, dressing style memang samalah.. cuma dia muda kot.. masa dia tengah jalan tu aku memang pasti dia nampak aku. See, nasib baik aku ada firasat sufi hehehhe.. kalaulah aku tengah amik gambor dia, kantoi baikkkkkkkk punya tau!


aku tak puas ati lagi.. since aku tau umah dia hala ke simpang utan bandar, aku buat satu kerja yang agak dahsyat heheheh.. I pulled over kat tepi jalan larkin celah-celah kereta orang... standbyyy mata pandang side mirror.. hehehe lama gak sey aku tunggu mamat tu lalu... PUNYA LAH LEMAU drive.. time dia lalu je aku snap terus dari dalam keta.. walaupun tak jelas.. inilah hasilnya..



yeeehahhh.. hehehehe.. aku dah ada licence plate dia.. unless dia duduk Bukit Kesenangan, senang sket la kalau aku lalu-lalang kat specialist tu ternampak keta dia kat memana rumah hehehe.. tapi aku kuat mengatakan dia duduk area situ.. takkan balik majidi jadi mengong lak nak ikut utan bandar.. sedangkan dia boleh lalu larkin.. lagi dekat.. nombor keta dia J** 194* hehehehehe bearing in mind at all time yang aku akan lalu jalan tu everytime aku gi jogging kat utan bandar.. heheheh YES! YES! ada motivation nak exercise dengan lebih rajin *garfield grin*

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Another You

I know not why I've been thinking about this man for the past two days... But one thing for sure, he is the most romantic person I've dated... well.. not romantic with words la.. the way he talk is like.. well.. sama macam orang macho lain in the oil and gas sector.. brief, cool words..very manly.. but.. there was this one time he called me.. at that time I was in KL.. and suddenly he asked me.. "dengar tak bunyi apa".. " I said, "dengar, bunyi air laut".. yes, it was the sound of air laut softly menghempas pantai.. and i thought wow this guy is so romantic.. and he didn't even know I ni the type yang memang suka pantai, laut and the likes.. and then I said.. "waaa you are so sweet laa.. you call I dari tepi pantai... " .. he didn't say anything, but I KNOW he was smiling and quite pleased....

But.. as handsome man goes.. dia ni memanglah tersangat tinggi tahap egonya..somewhere along the line I did hurt him deeply.. actually partly it's his mistake...I cakap lain dia faham lain.. and as a result... hahaha.. sampai sekarang both of us are not really on speaking terms.. and he did everything he could to hurt me... DELIBERATELY AND OBVIOUSLY, alright... bersungguh-sungguh.. making it even more apparent to me that despite ke'macho' an dan cool dia tu.. he is EXTREMELY sensitive.. I mean why else would he continue to hurt me if my cut was not the deepest?

Tapi I buat tak tau aje, and of course.. I pretend I didn't notice pun what he did.. once in a while he will call me.. buat-buat tanya tentang orang lain.. I KNOW he missed me.. even before he went for his assignment to Korea pun he called me to let me know... but as always.. the best cure is.. buat tak reti je.. padan lah dengan muka dia kan...

I know the feeling is there... if not as strong as before... but hello there mister.. if you are too proud to admit it.. what makes you think I am going to 'mencemar duli' and do it for you? (pinjam bahasa istana sebentar)

Anyway, I know you are not reading this, so I dare to say I haven't found another you until now.. you are the only person who called me from a lovely beach on that one romantic evening...

And I know why you took all the trouble to be nice to that two ladies.. you wanna make me feel left out and maybe jealous.. but my dear, I don't feel that.. I am only amused...because you are indeed torturing yourself further.... *garfield grin* PADAN MUKA YOU!