Thursday, November 30, 2006
Impian Kasih
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Watch La Mitosastras....
But I am making effort to watch this Mitosastras, mainly because the previews was really menarik and mysterious. And later I discovered ada Alex Komang (Bang Komang), my Gusti Adipati in PGL. So, mana boleh miss. Also, ada Nasha, and Eizlan. I tak adalah minat sangat Eizlan, but in Mitosastras, he was very matured and macho juga. So another plus factor.
Yang tak best tu, ianya cuma ada from Tuesday to Thursday sahaja everyweek. Friday to Monday.. kerinduan semula..
Those who are looking for something to watch should try to watch Mitosastras. Nampak macam a bit slow but the message is very deep. Ada unsur-unsur mistik like that.
But paling best Eizlan la.. looks so cool. And Ziela Jalil.. so elegant and beautiful.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Kalau Lelaki Handsome...
Kalau Lelaki Handsome...
Kalau lelaki handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: woow, cool giler...
kalau lelaki tak handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: eh perasan bagus...
kalau lelaki handsome menolong perempuan yg diganggu
perempuan akan cakap: wah.. machonya.. macam hero filem!
kalau lelaki tak handsome menolong perempuan yang diganggu
Perempuan akan kata: entah2 kawan dia...
kalau lelaki handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: sepadan sangat...
kalau lelaki tak handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: mesti kena bomoh perempuan tuh!
kalau lelaki handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata: jangan sedih, kan saya ada..
kalau lelaki tak handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata:...(terdiam, tapi telunjuknya meliuk-liuk dari atas ke bawah, patutlah, tengok saja luarannya)...
kalau lelaki handsome penyayang binatang
perempuan akan cakap: perasaannya halus...penuh kasih sayang
kalau lelaki tak handsome penyayang binatang
perempuan akan cakap: sesama keluarga memang harus menyayangi...
kalau lelaki handsome bawa BMW
perempuan akan cakap: matching... hebat luar dalam
kalau lelaki tak handsome bawa BMW
perempuan akan cakap: bang, bosnya mana?...
kalau lelaki handsome tak mau bergambar
perempuan akan cakap: pasti takut kalau2 gambarnya tersebar
kalau lelaki tak handsome tak mau bergambar
perempuan akan kata: tak sanggup melihat hasilnya ya?...
kalau lelaki handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
perempuan akan cakap:ini barulah lelaki gentleman
kalau lelaki tak handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
perempuan akan cakap: naluri pembantu, memang begitu....
kalau lelaki handsome bersedih hati
perempuan akan cakap: let me be your shoulder to cry on
kalau lelaki tak handsome bersedih hati
perempuan akan kata: kuat nangis!! lelaki ke bukan ni?
"Kadang-kadang lelaki kureng handsome ni diperlakukan tidak adil oleh kaum wanita, minta maaflah kaum wanita semua kalo anda terasa, aku akui gak sbb benda ini terjadi gak pd kaum wanita yg kureng cantik... cuba fikirkan lah sejenak kaum lelaki dan kaum wanita semua."
Note from Spectacularwave:
I assure you, the above "Kalau Lelaki Handsome..." is not entirely applicable where I am concerned. Mainly because I do not judge and treat a man according to his looks. Hensem ke, tak hensem ke, cubalah buat 'stunt' yang pelik, gerenti nahas punya, be it di udara, di laut or di daratan.
e.g : Kalau Lelaki Berbuat Jahat (Handsome Or Not)
Spectacularwave akan kata, Jangan Sampai I Nampak (very deep and deadly meaning here)
Kalau Lelaki Bawa BMW (Handsome Or Not)
Spectacularwave akan kata, It's Not Maybach, Hon. (heheh contoh saja)
Kalau Lelaki Menolong Wanita Yang Diganggu (Handsome Or Not)
Spectacularwave akan kata Terima Kasih.
Another thing, I am very temperamental.. so,it really depends on my mood, NOT his looks.
e.g. Kalau Lelaki Pendiam (Handsome Or Not)
Kalau Mood Baik, Spectacularwave akan diam jua. (So what?)
Kalau Mood Kurang Baik, Spectacularwave akan kata You Kena Sampuk, Kah?
Kalau Lelaki Ditinggal Kekasih (Handsome Or Not)
Kalau Mood Baik, Spectacularwave akan kata Apa Ada Hal, Kan.. Takde Hal Punya, Cari Lain La.
Kalau Mood Tak Baik, Spectacularwave akan kata Kalau Itu Salah You Sendiri, Good For You!
Also, pardon my language, I do not take craps in whatever form, so please do not try to be an old-fashioned-bullsh*t artist with me.
e.g. Kalau Lelaki Penyayang Binatang (Handsome Or Not)
Spectacularwave akan kata As Well You Should.
Kalau Lelaki Tak Mau Bergambar (Handsome Or Not)
Spectacularwave akan kata Tak Mahu, Sudah. (apa yang susah sangat hehe)
Powerful Quotes
Human pain does not let go of its grip at one point in time. Rather, it works its way out of our consciousness over time. There is a season of sadness. Aseason of anger. A season of tranquility. A season of hope.
-- Robert Veninga
Character is the basis of happiness and happiness the sanction of character.
-- George Santayana
Thank you, Princess, for giving me strength.
Monday, November 27, 2006
Anjal Mempesona
There were (in Malay) Putih Anggun, Lembut Manja, and several others, but what really attracted me was Anjal Mempesona. Hehehehe.... really fancy name.. kelakar pun ya... reminds me of Physics in Form 5. Darjah Keanjalan hehehe.
I bought Anjal Mempesona a few days after that. And later I bought other scents too. Suka tengok botol-botolnya.. cute. The English name for Anjal Mempesona turned out to be Uplifting Firm. Not really accurate, isn't it. Anjal Mempesona would be Charming Elastic. Uplifting Firm would mean Pejal Mengangkat.
The smell is very nice and heavenly. Not bad, Cik Anjal.. hehehe.
I am the kind of person who likes to have several types of shower gels with different scents(I bet most women are like this!). In my bathroom, I have at least 3 types of body scrubs, 5 shower gels and at least three other soap bars - goat milk, mangir, rose and a bottle of bath salt. Yes, I like pampering myself and feel comfortable and nice-smelling whenever I am at home. Cousins and friends used to tease me and say I syok sendiri sebab wangi-wangi to please diri sendiri, as I am pretty much the homely type. To this , I can only say, I am sorry, I am not the person who cares about what people say about me, but I do care about what I say to myself.
Soaking in the bathtub is also my favourite, but I don't do it frequently. But no, mengadap cermin berjam-jam everyday is not my thing... and I don't really apply make-ups unless I am attending functions. Reason? Very simple. LAZY. Also, I don't really know how. Once I rajin juga gunakan make-ups.. but it is very time-consuming, and you have to look at the mirror from time to time to ensure it stays fresh. T..a...k.... K...u...a....s...a.
But I am quite particular when it comes to facial care. From time to time, I do facial scrubs, apply mask etc. My skin is the combination type, but Alhamdulillah never face any real problems with it. Maybe because I started as early as 16 to cleanse, tone and moisturise my face. Don't really use moisturiser though, makes my skin oily and will create tiny spots later. Sometimes, I apply fresh tomato juice to my face - they say it can help reduce the oiliness of the skin. (if there's such word as oiliness hehehe...)
Body Lotion? Yes, on a daily basis.
A glimpse on our Cik Anjal...

Friday, November 24, 2006
Forbidden Sneak Preview
Excerpts of his sms to me that I wrote down. Will elaborate on it later on.
Preview for what? Rahsia! Takleh cakap! hehehe
Adui!

Know what that is?? My arm! Scratched mercifully by Blossom! Adui! Dui! Dui! Dui!
I have many of those on my hand and on my leg! In fact there's a 6cm-long scar on my leg, thank God it's just a fine line. Yes, I wear seluar panjang, not shorts! Kuku dia sangat tajam.
Currently there are two scars on my left arm. HABIS TANGAN AKU!!
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Don't Know, Don't Talk La.....
A once-prominent figure in the Malaysia Inc. told me recently that if I am aware that a man is married, I should withdraw. He was referring to my previous relationship with his friend. I told him that I DID BRUSH HIS FRIEND OFF SEVERAL TIMES AND HE WAS THE ONE WHO KEPT CONTACTING ME.
This man ignored that fact and continued to say "No, no you should withdraw". He was adamant that I am the one who should take the blame.
Hah! What is this? Do women have to be the guilty ones in this case all the time? Especially when the woman in question has exercised very sincere, sound judgment and care in the first place?????????
If his friend is indeed a sincere and honest person, he would clarify this fact, admit his mistake and clear my name!
So what, I am the one who should withdraw, and you close your eyes on your friend's honorable behaviour, one that could easily be instilled by your goodself, judging by the occassional trips to Batam, Singapore and God knows where!
I imagine, his being close to me would pose some problems to you, ain't it? Difficult for you to bring him here and there, huh? Did I indirectly steal his attention from you, considering the fact that he used to tell me you were 'his other half' (my goodness)?
I vow, if God grant me one more chance, I promise I will at least try to encourage him to change that habbit! I promise I will. I will do that, in return to his being nice to me last time. In return for what good things that he taught me. May Allah bless this intention of mine. Aamin.
May I ask one question. Why are you so mad at me?
Let me say this much. I know not who your daughter is, and who her ex-husband was, and what was their reason for divorcing. If it's because of the involvement with a third party, and if your disapproval of me having relationship with your friend adalah kerana you membenci dan dendam dengan ladies that befriend married men, then I am truly sorry. Because my relationship and your friend is not like others... no money, no status, no raw desires, no hatred, no conceit and no prejudice factors were involved. Our relationship was not based on those reasons. Before you point your fingers at anyone, do have a look in the mirror. Don't think an act of betrayal will just pass like water under the bridge. WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND. Jangan nak mendendami orang tak tentu arah. Lainlah kalau your friend tu your menantu.. My relationship with him tak ada kena mengena langsung dengan your daughter or her husband. Please do not be pathetic and over-sensitive.
Nobody knows the truth behind my relationship with him except one person other than myself. And Allah. So do not simply judge and punish people.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
The Dream
Hope it means nothing. Been thinking of him a lot lately. Teringat is the right word.
I seek refuge in Allah from every bad things, bad luck and bad future. Amin.
Monday, November 20, 2006
Kenangan Terindah
Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itupun aku mampu untuk mengenangmu
Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupmu
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupmu
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Note: I like this song. Also, Dealova and Januari.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Movies
Bestnya!!!!!
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Jedi Knight
Haven't written about my Jedi Knight for a long, long, long time. I guess he is out of the country at present. His mobile has been turned off for 3 days now.
I knew for a fact that he was never too busy to call. He was mad at me, alright, but didn't want to show it. Cool konon-kononnya. Yeah, that was another thing about him, he is always cool and in control. And he always advised me to be cool, being the temperamental person I am. I remember at one time I was so mad at him I was practically shouting at him over the phone. All he said was "Dear, dear calm down. I'll talk to you later". And then he put down the phone and didn't pick it up when I called back immediately. Wise man.
In the early days, one of his first words that I still remember was "You ni cannot be with someone the same age as yours lah, Dear. You kena dengan orang yang 30, 31 macam tu". I said "Why?" Came the reply "Because man at your age ni, baran dia tak hilang lagi". (When he speaks Malay, it always has traces of loghat Penang).
But he was right. I cannot be with a man of the same age as mine or younger. My relationship with one guy before I met Jedi Knight was a complete disaster in every sense.
Well, I am not sure where you are right now, but Be Safe.
Kelip Kelip Kusangka Api
Jikalau Api Mana Puntungnya
Hilang Ghaib Ke Mana Pergi
Jikalau Benci Tuturkan Saja
Thursday, October 26, 2006
My Buttercup
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh,
I would like to wish every dearest friend of mine a Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Lahir Batin should there be anything from me that has caused unpleasant feelings or thoughts.
May you celebrate a meaningful Syawal with your loved ones.
Love from the City of Johor Bahru,
SpectacularBerryWave
October 24, 2006
Syawal 1, 1427
Saturday, October 21, 2006
My Goodness
Why? Here's why.. minutes ago as I was here on the Internet I heard the sound of cats fighting and I ran fastly downstairs and went outside to check. AND I SAW THAT BLESSED, BIG, Persian Cat, that has been in this neighborhood for quite some time, creating terror among the cats at this particular area. And I say it coming from the direction where Badrul and Blossom are. I checked on them.. I found Badrul lifeless, tapi his body is pretty stiff, which means he's gone agak lama juga.. maybe for hours. Innalillahiwainnailaihiraaji'uun. Badrul is dead, today October 21, 2006. That leaves Blossom. I suspected Badrul died not because of being injured by that Persian, but probably from cold.
As if that alone is not enough to cause huru-hara, I looked for my darling Buttercup but could not find her anywhere in sight. Yang ada Bochee, the mother. God Help Me, masa I menyuluh ke sana sini, I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw her face pressing from the windscreen of my brother's car, as if signalling for help.
I ran frantically to asked for car key from my brother, with the hope that there's no mess created in the car i.e. urine accidents or the likes. But I took Anis' travelling mattress and throw it in the washing machine for safety measures... tak mau ada bulu kucing whatsoever.
Kasihan memang kasihan sangat-sangat but Butter is so, so nakal.. which worries me greatly.. you know what they say about cat's curiosity...
Tak Taulah Apa Nak Kata....
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Spectacular Schumacher
As it was, he was not so lucky in Suzuka last weekend. Though managed to get second position at the starting grid behind his team-mate and later become raceleader, he had to retire at lap 37, due to what described as "an extremely rare Ferrari engine failure".
This is what we call 'tiada rezeki' dan 'takdir'. Surely there are reasons behind it. Maybe God wants him to work harder and stay focused for the final GP of this season at Interlagos, Brazil. Maybe God does not want Schumi to be in a comfort zone by winning in Suzuka. As human being, we will never know.
And my spectacular hero, retired from Suzuka race with a smile. A philosophical smile, the attribute of a truly, truly professional Formula One driver. Not even the slightest trace of anger in his face. And he went straight to his team, to give them support. No unpleasant facial expression, or body language at all. NONE WHATSOEVER.
The following is his post-race quotes in Suzuka"
Michael Schumacher, Ferrari : “We are a great team. Our guys are the best and I have a great affection for everyone at Ferrari and am always more than satisfied in the way we work. Incidents like today’s can happen and they are part of racing. You win together but you also lose together. Today we did our best, I was leading the race and then my engine broke. That’s the simplest way to sum it up. That is Formula One. We can be proud of what we have achieved since Canada: we were twenty five points behind and no one could have thought we would be back in the fight for the championship, but we did it. Now we are nine points behind in the Constructors’ classification and we will do all we can to win this title in Brazil. As for the Drivers,’ it is lost. I don’t want to head off for a race, hoping that my rival has to retire. That is not the way in which I want to win the title.”
Anyone who knew Michael Schumacher would know that he meant what he said. This is a man whose sincerity can be seen in his face. "I don’t want to head off for a race, hoping that my rival has to retire. That is not the way in which I want to win the title." How honorable, Michael, how beautiful and how respectable. YOU ARE ALYWAYS, ALWAYS MY SPECTACULAR HERO.
To Michael Schumacher and Felipe Massa, my prayers are with you for the coming FORMULA 1 Grande Prêmio do Brasil 2006 at Sao Paulo on October 22, 2006. All The Best, Good Luck, Stay Focused, Work Hard, and Win!
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Saturday's Updates
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Michael - Continuation of the Shanghai GP
QUESTIONS FROM THE FLOOR
Monday, October 02, 2006
MICHAEL SCHUMACHER, MY HERO

To be honest, I was a little bit worried yesterday when I learned the fact that Michael will start the Shanghai race at 6th place whereas Fernando Alonso got the pole position and his team-mate Giancarlo Fisichella in second place .
For one thing, there's the drivers' championship points. Until before the Chinese GP, that is up to the Italian GP, the difference in championship points between the two drivers was very small - 2 points i.e. Alonso 108 points and Michael 106 points. For Michael to start at 6th place is something not really helping if he were to win this year's GP and retire in style.
But as it is, I was only a little bit worried...because... this is the man who miraculously finished the race in fourth place when he started at 14th place. This is the man who managed to have a podium finish when he has to start at the back of the grid due to penalty reasons. This is the very same man and perhaps the only man in Formula One history who could ever overtake a raceleader with his very precise calculation of timing and determination and optimism. It was once said that if an F1 driver have the image of Michael's red Ferrari on his rearview mirror, he would not have the comfort to drive with a peaceful mind and heart. For Michael is a very , very competent, skillful, determined and forever-optimistic driver in the circuit.
"We did the best we could in these conditions as our chances were damaged by the rain and sixth was the best I could do. You could call it a damage limitation operation. We still have the race ahead of us and from the third row of the grid, we can still aim for a good result, given that in the dry, we have proved to be very competitive. This qualifying session has not compromised my chances of winning the world championship. Apart from tomorrow’s race, there are still two Grands Prix to go and everything is still possible.”

SHANGHAI POST-RACE INTERVIEW
Q: Michael, what a day, what a win, from sixth on the grid and after nine laps, 22 seconds behind the leader.
Michael Schumacher: Yeah, quite an exciting and extreme weekend, being pretty much competitive in the dry on Friday, then came to the qualifying, suddenly a downpour, and almost didn’t make it into the first ten. Finally got into sixth which was vital, obviously, to start the race. We had a reasonable pace to start with. I could at least keep up with the guys in front and slowly overtake and then our tyres started to work because, as we saw in Hungary already, at different stages of the race we were certainly slower or quicker. Then we found the right moment to change to dry tyres and luckily I had enough of a gap to drive home safely.
Q: Your pace on the intermediates, even before you switched to dries, was just phenomenal. That’s effectively what won the race. Talk us through that phase of the race.
MS: It was a gamble to stay on the tyres because it’s very difficult to see in what state the tyres are while you’re driving so you have to gamble and judge what you’re going to do. So we decided on the option to stay on the same tyres which worked perfectly fine and it was the right moment to change because they were just about to lose performance and it got too dry for them and then we obviously had the option to pit and change to dry tyres.
Q: And a great pass on Giancarlo when he had switched to dry tyres going into turn one there, and then pressure from Fernando at the end with the storm clouds building again.
MS: First of all, concerning Giancarlo, it was clear that turn one would be difficult because I had a moment there and I knew from practice that several drivers spun off so I took it reasonably easy, but even that was almost too fast so I was thought there could be an issue with Giancarlo and there was so I got that opportunity to dive in and that won the race. Afterwards it was obviously turning down the rpm and driving it home safely, with some doubts, obviously, because in between there were some drops of rain a couple of times and when you’re in such a comfortable position, you sort of have to weigh up and judge how much risk you want to take. Obviously I decided to play it safe.
(back to Michael after Alonso and Fisichella)
Q: Michael, two races to go in more senses of the words than one, 116 points each for you and Fernando.
MS: Yes, looking back some while ago, it’s a quite a miracle that we’re there, but thanks to great work from everybody we managed it and now we go to the last two races and I believe that we will have to wait until the last one before a decision can be reached and yes, it’s going to be an interesting couple of weeks that we are going to have to face. I really look forward to that.
SHANGHAI PRESS CONFERENCE
Q: Michael, you really seemed to have enjoyed that one. The team obviously did a fantastic job. Were you surprised to be so competitive today?
MS: Basically, I was a little bit surprised in the early stages of the race that we could follow the pace compared to the guys in front, because it was still reasonably damp, but then as the circuit became more and more dryish, then I was not surprised that things were working out. But the most critical decision was obviously after the pit stop, which tyres to go on, and that was kind of a gamble.
Q: Were there a few moments on the wet track?
MS: Off the circuit? Well, you slide a little bit but off the track? I don’t think I have been off the track.
Q: Obviously you overtook one of the Hondas early on.
MS: Yes, I had a little battle with Rubens, pretty straightforward. With Jenson as well, yeah, I overtook him as well, and then it was it was just closing the gap to Fisico which was looking pretty good and then I picked up the pace and it was sort of stopped from there on.
Q: Was the car good in all the different conditions that were thrown at you today?
MS: Yes. We knew already from Saturday morning, when it dried out, we didn’t have an issue with our tyres in those conditions. The dry tyres were very good. The intermediates or rain tyres worked towards these conditions pretty well. We had experience with those, so from that point of view, it was just the perfect combination in a way, and after that I just had a big gap, reduced the rpm, saved the engine and just drove it home safely. Watched out for the conditions in order not make mistakes.
Q: And then of course when Giancarlo came out of the pits ahead of you and then slid wide, that must have been a relief as well.
MS: I sort of expected something like that because I had a moment myself, getting out of the pits, even though I was very cautious but I kept on line, luckily. So coming along the pit straight, and him knowing that I was coming along the pit straight and that it might be tight, I guessed that he would obviously press to a certain limit which could cause a moment and that sort of happened and that was enough for me to go through and honestly, in these conditions, any of us who went out of the pits had a moment there because conditions were very tricky coming out of the pit lane. Having to go through the wet at a certain period and then turning into turn one was the most difficult moment of the race overall.
Q: You really seemed to have enjoyed this one!
MS: Oh yeah! Absolutely!
I LOVE YOU, SCHUMI! YOU ARE MY HERO!
Will share some more news on the Chinese GP later...... Well done, Michael!
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Announcement
I pray that all of them will be safe and will live healthily and happily. Amin.
Note: Where is Bono? He's missing for five days now. :( Be safe, Bono.
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Buttercup Story
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Michael Schumacher - His Last Win In Monza, His Retirement

Current Drivers' Standing : 106 points.
PROFILE
Name : Michael Schumacher
Team : Ferrari (1996 - 2006) , Benetton (1991-1995)
Date of Birth : January 3, 1969Nationality : German
Status : Married
Wife : Corinna Schumacher
Children : Gina Maria ( February,1997), Mick ( March,1999)
Place Of Residence : Vufflens-le-Château, Switzerland
Hobbies : Karting, Cycling, Skiing, Soccer, Tennis, Rock-Climbing.
Favourite Food : Pasta, "Kaiserschmarrn" (Scrambled Pancakes with Raisins)
Favourite Drink : Apple-juice with Soda
Favourite Music : Rock, Dance.
For many people, Michael has been the best driver in Formula 1 since 1994. Described as ambitious, self-disciplined and totally committed to success, and is respected by friends and rivals alike.
STATISTICS
World Championship wins - 7
World champion - 1994,1995,2000,2001,2002,2003,2004
Number of GP - 244
Victories - 89
Podiums - 151
In the points - 186
Pole positions - 68
Fastest laps - 74
Career points - 1338.0
Career points with curent rule - 1338.0
In what he called as "his last win in Monza, this Formula One legend announced his retirement from Formula One racing.

Michael in Monza
"It's been a very special day" said Michael in Monza.
His last race would be on October 22, in the season-ending Brazilian Grand Prix.
Michael will leave the sport with every major record in Formula One.
His seven titles are two more than Juan Manuel Fangio's five.
Kimi Raikonnen will join Ferrari from next season with Felipe Massa.
Friday, September 22, 2006
Welcome, Ramadhan - A Note from SpectacularBerryWave
Assalamualaikum and Hello to everyone,
Finally after a long silence, I finally have the drive to be back here. Not that I do not have the time, material, or opportunity. It's the drive, the urge, call it what you like.
Firstly, I would like to wish my friend Princess Shieda a very Happy Birthday, on September 18, 2006, May Allah Bless you, Princess. And May you always be under His care and protection, wherever you are. Selamat Berpuasa, and may all your wishes be granted by Him. Have a safe journey. Amin.
Secondly, I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone, every beloved person who has been to this place of mine, Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan and Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa. I pray that all of you, dikurniakan kesihatan dan ketenangan untuk berpuasa, and semoga lebih khusyuk lagi dalam beribadah. Semoga semua amalan kita diterima olehNya, dan semoga doa-doa kita dimakbulkan, dan semoga apa yang ingin hadiahkan akan disampaikan dengan izinNya.
Next, I would like to share with all of you on what's been happening to me since the last time I was here.
1. On August 13, 2006 my dearest and sweetest kitten, Berry left me to meet her Maker.Perhaps this is the saddest day in my 30 years of living. Never have I cried so hard and so frequent all my life. She was accidentally hit by my brother when he was reversing his car. I left her for only 10-15 minutes, and then she's gone. Forever. In the beginning I was upset beyond words, but now, I understand completely, that this thing sudah tertulis since the very first day I met Berry. And I tell myself, I should not be too upset , as Berry is now happy and safe with Allah. I may think that I took care of her as best as I could, but then I tell myself, who am I to say that? For Allah is The Best in everything. She would be far well-cared with Him.
I dedicate this song in loving memory of Berry, even though it did not happen in January, but, I feel the lyrics kind of match.

kasihku..sampai disini kisah kita
jangan tangisi keadaannya
bukan karena kita berbeda
dengarkan dengarkan lagu... lagu ini
melodi rintihan hati ini
kisah kita berakhir di januari
selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku
oh..... pergilah..........
Very soon, I am going to have another blog dedicated especially to all my Jedi Feline, and In Loving Memory Of my Berry.
2. My congratulations to both my cousins, Azie (Nurul Azilah) and Bijan (Mihazrizan/Izan) on their respective wedding.

Nurul Azilah Hamdan and Shahrurazy Mohamed
August 12, 2006

Mihazrizan Misli
and
Rafidah Buang
August 20, 2006
Semoga beroleh kebahagiaan yang berkekalan dan diberkati Allah selamanya. Amin.
3. I had three job interviews, ended up attending one - half-heartedly. Still not ready to work yet.
4. Recent visit to my neighbour's with an intention to 'berubat', revealed that there are, again, many attempts to menyihir myself. In actual fact, those things appeared in my dreams. One in the form of a man-sized cobra, a talking cobra, with the pattern of my kain batik sarung. Another form of dreams were, the persons with ill-intentions towards me, appeared in my dreams, one of them tried to give me a plate of fried chicken and persuaded me to eat.
To these people, as long as you want to, try all you like. I only have this to say: I seek protection from Allah, and Allah ONLY. Whatever you do, Allah knows. And I pray with all my might that nobody will be affected by your doing. And you guys might want to ask this question to yourself every morning when you open your eyes : What is my vision and objective in life?
5. These days, I like to include Berry in my nick, as in SpectacularBerryWave. Hence, if you see spectacularwave, specwave, specberrywave or spectacularberrywave, be rest assured, it is the same old .....
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!