For My Jedi Knight

Pada Syurga Di Wajah Mu

(Nash/Lefthanded)

Tuhan sengaja menduga kita

Di mana kesabaran manusia

Engkau isteri yang ku sanjungi

Lambang semangat cinta dunia

Pasti engkau terkenangkan

Peristiwa semalam

Saatku menggadaikan cinta

Pada onak dan duri asmara

Entah di mana akal fikiran

Hingga sesat di jalan yang terang

Ini suratan yang diberikan

Menguji kekuatan jiwa

Waktu engkau ku lupakan

Dalam kemarau cinta

Betapa hatimu rela

Demi melihatku bahagia

Kau menahan segala siksa

Di hati hanya berdoa

Mengharapkan aku kan pulang

Agar terang cahaya

Ku yang hanyut di arus dosa

Di laut ribut melanda

Dan berenang ke pelabuhan

Kasih sayang sebenar

Air mata cinta darimu

Ku menjadi rindu

Pada syurga di wajahmu

Tiada tanda kau berdosa

Biar aku cium tangan mu

Membasuh lumpur di muka

Ku yang hanyut berarus dosa

Di laut ribut melanda

Kau menahan segala siksa

Di hati hanya berdoa

Ku berenang ke pelabuhan

Mencari cinta sebenar

Kan ku tahan apa hukuman

Di hati hanya berdoa

Biar aku cium tangan mu

Sekali lagi bersama

Bukan sekali jalan berduri

Hanya Tuhan yang pasti

Mengerti...

And this one is for you, Jedi Knight hehehe. You tak boleh marah, you kena bersabar. Tuhan sentiasa menduga kesabaran manusia. Tapi kan, kalau you marah pun I tak takut. Look at the lyrics...applicable isn't it? Upps.. maaf zahir dan batin.

Doa Seorang Kekasih

Doa Seorang Kekasih
(In-Team)

Oh Tuhan
Seandainya telah Kau catatkan
Dia milikku tercipta untuk diriku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah
Kumohon apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
Kuharap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanmu

Ya Tuhanku
Yang Maha Pemurah
Beri kekuatan jua harapan
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Kupasrah kepadamu
Kurniakanlah aku pasangan yang beriman
Bisa menemani aku
Supaya ku dan dia dapat melayar bahtera
Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Allah
Kumohon apa yang telah kau takdirkan
Kuharap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanmu

Ya Tuhanku
Yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
Dengarkan impian hambaMu ini
Jangan Engkau biarkanku sendiri

Agar ku bisa bahagia
Walau tanpa bersamanya
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah
Kuinginkan bahagia di Dunia dan Akhirat
PadaMu Tuhan kumohon segala.....

I first found this song at Mimi's blog. I love this one, and I also love Impian Kasih by In-Team. I am a bit busy these days. Will write something the soonest possible.

Menanti

MENANTI
(Aishah)

Bermula cerita
Pabila mata bertemu
Dihembus pula si bayu asmara
Tinggi di angkasa
Melayang kita bersama

Tiba-tiba sepi menjelma
Walaupun sementara
Dikau pergi kerana cita-cita
Dengar Sayang
Kata janji setulus hati

Daku menanti
Menanti kehadiran cintamu
Kasih... Menunggu, Menunggu
Menanti... Menanti kehadiran cintamu
Kasih... Merindu, merindu

Tataplah wajahku
Moga abadi di hati
Senyumanku yang menantimu
Janganlah sekali
Naluri terasa sangsi
Pada cinta nan suci ini

Kaulah segalanya
Penawar hati merindu

Menanti? Yes, one of my fav songs in the early 90s. Masa tu baghuu umoq 15 tawun, ceqqq! Hehehe but then again I love the early 90s, my best years I'd say. Kira macam zaman-zaman kegemilangan like that. Menanti siapa? Huhuhu rahsia, rahsia kerajaan negeri hehehehe. Menanti, Dinanti Dan Ternanti-nanti. Hahahhahahaha. Ya, Betul. Saya memang setia! Tak pedulilah apa orang nak kata, janji hati saya senang. He taught me not to be negative as success doesn't come with thinking negatively.

My Iftar Menu

It is the 9th day of Ramadhan now.. let's see if I can still recall the menu for each day..

1. Mee Rebus (but Briyani for me)
2. (tak ingat)
3. (tak ingat)
4. Mee Siam berkuah.
5. Lontong (but Nasi Ayam for me)
6. Nasi Minyak
7. Laksa Johor
8. Bubur Lemak
9. Laksa Penang


Goodness.. sesiapa yang ingat tu boleh tolong remind tak??? ;)

Note that No. 7 and No. 9 are both laksa!! Ishh... baru je makan Laksa Johor, and today it's Laksa Penang. Last time I used to love Laksa Penang so much but lately dah suka sangat Laksa Johor and jemu with Laksa Penang. Tapi tak apa tadi my Mom ke Pasar Ramadhan I dah kirim beli Nasi Ayam, Air Tebu and Custard Pudding.. ya walaupun I dah ada Air Tebu I insist that everyday air sirap bandung is a MUST. My fav since I was still in primary school. Jangan la cuba-cuba tak nak buat air sirap bandung, memang cari nahas.

Apapun syukur Alhamdulillah atas segala rezeki kurniaan Allah.

Selamat Berbuka Puasa Kepada Semua.

But Of Course...

What else can I say? It's Ferrari 1-2 at Spa Franchorchamps and McLaren 3-4. I love Kimi and Felipe! Keep it up, Ferrari! Three more races for you guys, more than enough to grab the title! I did snap a photo of Kimi during the post race interview but am toooooo lazy to upload it here.. heheheheh.

Me, I am feeling better. There's still the cough, normal by the way if you are down wih flu. No fever and no sneezing but my nose is effectively BLOCKED.

Today we had Nasi Minyak for iftar. We did go to pasar ramadhan but the traffic congestion was unbelievable. For a moment I thought I was going to fall sick again. God, where do these people come from? Suddenly JB is very, very crowded with people!!!!

These days I am busy executing my project. A very important project. There are several projects but the very one I'm working is the most important. Please pray for me.

Selsema

It's the 4th day of Ramadhan and I am down with demam selsema. It's undescribably horrible. Last night I was sneezing non-stop, with watery eyes and a very sore and itchy throat (HOW I HATED THIS). Had to ask my Dad to drive me to a clinic earlier this morning. Doc gave me 5 types of prescriptions. For cough - tablet and liquid, fever, runny nose and antibiotic - all tablets.

Didn't really sleep last night. Drifting was more like it. I watched one movie after another. First it was My Best Friend's Wedding and then Enough, followed by Village Of The Damned. And today I continued with The Living Daylights and The Abyss. Guess what? This evening my Darling Kimi would start the Belgian GP in the pole position! Followed by the-ever-so-great Massa and Alonso and Hamilton. Yeehah! It makes me feel better learning that Kimi will take the lead.

Solah Times For You

You could get your Solah Times here.

Have A Joyous And Blessed Ramadhan

Jatuh

Saturday evening, was scrubbing the balcony.. the floor was all wet and slippery, bersabun segala.. entah di mana silap langkah dan perkiraan.. I hilang pertimbangan and.. GEDEBAK! Jatuh terhentak ke belakang... nasib baik cekap balancing, so kepala tak terlentang ke lantai...cuma badan saja. Now that was a VERY bad fall.. my whole body is aching now.. sengal-sengal. Kalau sedang duduk nak berdiri Tuhan sahaja yang tau betapa siksanya.

Tomorrow my Mom has arranged for a traditional massage. Berurutlah kiranya, dengan this one Hajjah yang memang biasa mengurut orang. Bukan apa, cuma nak tengok kalau ada cedera di mana-mana. Masa lepas jatuh tu I terus bangun berdiri. Jedi lah katakan.. tapi redha sebab mungkin I terlampau jahat sangat heheh.. lagipun macam dah lama sangat tak jatuh.. so that was my share lah kot.

Mula-mula ngeri juga sebab terhentak. Risau kalau kalau cedera tulang teruk. Tapi terfikir pula kalau dah patah riuk mana boleh berdiri tegak. Hehehehe. Paranoid! My aunt advised me to see a doctor, just in case. Erm, nanti I pergilah kot.. hehehe.

Secret Garden

Dorothy : I was just about to tell you....
Laurel : uh huh
Dorothy : That I love him. I do! I love him , I love him and I don't care what you think. I love him for the man he wants to be and I love him for the man he almost is! I love him, Laurel I love him I love him

"You got to be fair to her. She loves you. If you don't love her you got to tell her."

Jerry : What if we got married. If I said that would you stay?
Dorothy: No no don't do that. Don't say that unless...
Dorothy : Well you can say if you want to.
Jerry : Will you marry me?

Jerry : OK OK if this is where it has to end if this is where it has to happen. I'm not letting you get rid of me, how about that? I miss my wife. I love You. You complete me and I just ha...
Dorothy : Shut up. Just shut up. You had me at hello... you had me at hello.

I also love this...

From today's The Star :

SCORPIO (Oct 24 - Nov 22) Unusual conditions involving faraway places or people make this a lively day. You get something you have been hoping for.

I don't really read the Starscope everyday. But I just finished re-reading The Best Laid Plans by Sidney Sheldon. So I decided to take a glance at today's Starscope and tadaaaaa! I like that very much *grins*.

I really love this...

I simply love this video. Very touching. And how I wish I could do that – throw cups at people, that is. Especially for orang yang melampau-lampau. There you go behaving a little too wild and thinking that I am all nice and saintly. Ambikkkk sekali kena baling dengan cawan

Baju Raya

Belumpun masuk bulan Ramadhan, Cik Suraya dah sibuk cerita pasal baju raya. Eh mestilah, sebab... orang lain punya dah pun siap, I punya masih dalam bentuk asal seperti di atas. Belum hantar ke tailor pun.

Yang warna merah tu entahlah silk apa entah... yang putih silver tu kononnya I was told it is a Songket Pakistan. Sebelum ni tak tau pun about the existence of Songket Pakistan. Selain daripada Songket Terengganu I pernah dengar Songket Palembang. But not Pakistan. Sebenarnya kan, I nak yang warna pink campur oren tau.. cantik sangat! Walaupun shade dia lembut tapi dia shiny, so sangatlah elegant looking. Tapi tak cukup, kain dia tinggal sikit. So konon nak light yellow lah kan.. PUN DAH HABIS JUGAK! Then adalah this dark blue and turqoise, tapi belek punya belek rasa cam uh-uh gelap sangat (but actually the color was very classy-looking). Akhirnya hentam ambil yang white-silverish tu.

Close-up on the pattern of my Songket Pakistan

I pun tak tahu macamana boleh terfikir nak beli songket. Like I said, I dah confused to the max. My Mom suggested that I get the sutera yang ada batu-batu tu. Tak mau lah. Leceh lagi pun nak jaga. Jalan sana jalan sini itu yang terjumpa songket. Hentamlah hai... Tapi sebenarnya what will happen is, I akan hantar ke tailor kain yang warna merah tu saja. And maybe sepasang kain lain.

Yang songket tu.. uh.. nanti-nantilah hehehe. Tak tergamak nak buat kebaya selagi tak mencapai weight reduction target! That's me, biarlah I pakai baju kurung simple, daripada berkebaya tapi nampak macam orang pakai bush-jacket. Hahahahahahaha... biarlah tak nampak bergaya daripada serabai mabai nak bergaya tak jadi. Fussy? Well, yes. Very, in this sense.

Kerana sebab yang sama jugalah I ada banyak sangat kain ela yang belum menjelma menjadi baju kurung atau kebaya. Kebanyakannya adalah gift from my Dad and Mom. Yang dulu-dulu pun ada lagi. Sayang ooo nak buat baju takut bila dah jadi baju nanti, sakit hati sendiri bila tengok cermin. Hahahahahahahaaha!

Kain Songket Dan Kain Kosong yang masih belum jadi apa-apa...

Kain Songket and my new Songket :)

Yang ni semua tak ingat kain jenis apa, tapi
mesti ada lining sebab jarang..

Some of my batik.. ada batik Indonesia dan
ada batik Terengganu.. pun belum jadi baju.

So, you guys macam mana? Tentu semua dah siap baju raya, kan? Dan mesti banyak dan berwarna warni. Hm, I wonder apa agaknya warna baju raya my Jedi Knight? Dark Red? *wink*