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INSECURITY, JEALOUSY AND ENVY

Whoever envies another confesses his superiority.
~ Samuel Johnson, The Rambler ~

The jealous bring down the curse they fear upon their own heads.
~Dorothy Dix ~

These people are so worthless it makes me want to puke blood. I would gladly open fire on them, but if given a choice I'd rather subject them to a slower form of death. They fear me because I'm intelligent and creative. I have something better to do with my time. They are insecure.

~ Matt Spinks ~

A competent and self-confident person is incapable of jealousy in anything. Jealousy is invariably a symptom of neurotic insecurity.

~Lazurus Long ~

Only the insecure strive for security.
~Dr. Wayne Dyer ~

and this, is my personal favourite :

The truest mark of being born with great qualities is being born without envy.

~Francois Duc de la Rochefoucauld

Favourite Quotes

"It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena; whose face is marred by the dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions and spends himself in a worthy course; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly; so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory or defeat."

Theodore Roosevelt from Citizenship in a Republic (Paris Sorbonne, 1910)

Amused

Sometimes when we choose to keep quiet on certain matters, not wanting to be involved, people think we are actually SCARED of them. This amuses me no end, because as for myself, the actual reason for me staying away is that I do not wish to be associated with someone else's major stupidity. Yet they think I am scared... if only they knew how much laughter I had... *smiles*

Treason

A Jedi can always sense treason. I sensed a treason being done to me. I hope the person executing the treason will be punished severely by God. It is very sickening to even write about it. I am done with being patient. I really pray that God punish that person SEVERELY for being two-faced, and for the treason. As God is my witness that I meant no harm or threat to anyone, I pray that this person be punished severely. This person has done enough damage to me and I am really beyond forgiving now. The insecurity and greed of this person is hurting many others. Amin.

Angel

"Girl, you're my angel, you're my darling angel.."

He used to sing this in my presence.. hehe dan aku pulak buat tak paham je.. yeah so what? Itu satu hal.. suara dia dah la macam orang umur 70 tahun... you know suara 'a real man' yang dah tua.. so deep..huahhahahaha.. macam nak rabak kerongkong i tahan ketawa...

yang paling best, yalah dah nama orang 'senior' kan.. kalau ada part yang lyric tu dia tak berapa sure, dia continue nyanyi da da da da da da da da.. sebijik cam orang tua walaupun dia tak lah berapa tua.. hehehehehehe

hmm.. kalau dah dengar lagu begini, you can always tell what kind of man he is kan...tapi i memang dah lama tau dah.. but so what?? who cares?

Hmm.. i am so jahat today.. not to mention several sms-es i sent to him just now..

oh.. and i told him that maybe i should call him shaggy sebab dia macam shaggy dalam videoclip angel tu... characterwise la.. not looks.. he said "I lebih rela you panggil I Honeybear, daripada Shaggy". ahahhahahahahahahahahahaha


anyone who wants to view the video of this Angel song by Shaggy please click here

A Love Message

Okay, the above image is supposed to be way larger than that, but for some unknown reasons it doesn't come out right. And I ... am so in a hurry to finish other things. So just click the image if you wanna see what's written there. Oh, this is dedicated to every single person visiting this blog. Yes, this is a love message from me to all of you. Especially YOU - you who will know when you read this.

How Lovely

i must admit that i enjoy watching children... a week after Aidilfitri we took Anis to a playground. she enjoyed it so much, no doubt. but i particularly like watching this one little boy in the photo below. he barely knew my niece, but he's been inviting her to play with him, even offering to give her the green ball. for reasons not even i could explain, i love to observe this little boy. Dia ni macam so active, nakal, and yet kind-hearted and very friendly. The best thing was that he seemed to enjoy himself very much, indifferent to the surroundings. I like this little boy. Hope I will see him again.

~ this one is my personal favourite ~

Kids, they are just wonderful and lovely.. tak kisahkan apa pun, they are simply friendly and sincere. Unbiased and not prejudice. I love them. I love them all.

VOTE HER NOW!!

Minta jasa baik kawan-kawan semua, readers and all visitors of this blog to vote my niece. She entered the Baby Idol Contest organized by Mix FM yesterday. Closing date for voting is on Nov 30, 2007. To vote her,

1. Go to http://www.mix.fm/

2. Click Interests, select Baby Idol

3. Find her photo, which is the above photo, with her name and details. The photo should be on page 1 or 2. Simply click on the bottle on the right side for scores. (STRONGLY RECOMMENDED : 10) hehehehe. Vote will be counted 1 per person but scores are counted according to how many times you click. (HINT : CLICK UNTIL YOU DROP) *grins*

4. Pray for her so that she will be the weekly winner and overall winner.

MY HIGHEST APPRECIATION TO ALL OF YOU. Thank you for voting!

The Raja Muda Of Johor, Tunku Ismail Ibni Tunku Ibrahim

With Paduka Nenda, DYMM Sultan Iskandar

With his Paduka Nenda and Paduka Ayahanda, The Tunku Mahkota Johor

DYMM Sultan Iskandar, DYTM Tunku Ismail and YAM Tunku Idris

Tunku Ismail, Tunku Idris and Tunku Abu Bakar

With little visitor...

Jogging...

With his Paduka Ayahanda at the recent Kembara Mahkota Johor

This entry is for the admirers, fans or anyone searching for the photos and information of the Raja Muda of Johor. Please note that I did not capture these photos myself, but I quoted it from the Cari Forum. These photos have been uploaded by forum members Ayu999 and Camylea. For those who would like to know more about the Raja Muda could register and become a member of that particular forum.

The first seven photos were from the Istana Terbuka function right here in JB, and the remaining two were during the Kembara Mahkota Johor.

Best Wishes

Haa.. ini barulah menyenangkan hati... hmm.. Saturday evening I terima berita yang sangat baik. I dapat tahu DIA dapat masuk final round!! Yippeeee! Tahniah untuk Si Dia yang sangat menyenangkan hati tu. I am very certain, parents dia mesti berbangga dengan Dia. Yalah, sudahlah mega-gorgeous, bijak, cerdik dan cheerful. Hati manalah yang tak tersangkut. Huhuhuhu tapi I amat berbangga, dalam ramai - ramai orang di luar sana yang memujanya setiap kali kita keluar bersama, I sahajalah yang dapat jalan di sebelah dia dan berpegangan tangan dengan dia. Jangan sesekali jealous! Ada kalanya juga I keluar dengan dia dan ibunya sekali. Kadang-kadang pula parents dia ajak I join mereka keluar sekali. Kata orang, kalau nak tackle anak, mestilah pandai ambil hati orang tuanya *wink*.

Untuk Dia, my very best wishes. I harap Dia akan menang besar nanti. Tapi sebenarnya memang dah menang pun.. finalist lah katakan.

uppppppsss.. for now tak boleh cerita lebih-lebih sangat sebab banyak sangat Suster-Suster yang Mengesot di blog ni yang nak jadi KGB Penyibuk intip rahsia orang. Labels pun kena berhati-hati. Tapi silap oranglah kan, I kan partner 007. Siapa-siapa yang belum tahu, selain daripada being a Jedi Warrior, I ialah partner 007, and I am 0027. Okay? Bukan apa, I tahu sangat, ada yang gali balik entry lama I di blog ni... heheheh macamana I tau? I ada Naluri Sufi... so please do not mess with me. *wink*

Gone Case II

Hmm, dia ni memanglah jenis tak reti bahasa betul. Masih lagi call I, walaupun pada hakikatnya I dah tak pernah pick up his calls. Kalau missed calls notification tu, nama dia memang GERENTI ada punya. Betul-betul menyakitkan hati.. ish.. bila dah sakit hati tu, terbayang lah muka dia yang asyik keluar dalam paper kat business section tu.. heiii BERTAMBAH sakit hati ni. Agaknya reporter yang edit news dia tu sampai berapa hari hilang selera makan. Bilalah dia ni nak faham bahasa agaknya. Agaknya b*d*h masa kecik dulu belum hilang-hilang lagi... must be lah...

SHAME ON YOU

The funniest thing happened on Sunday. Some of you may know about this one so-called relative of mine, yang dulu dah buat pasal dengan I and kononnya nak fish for influence from other relatives to pulaukan I and ended up being a social outcast-their entire family. And busily using black magic pulak tu....

anyways, these lowest form of life people , they came to my house on Sunday, the cover story being to visit my grandmother yang sedang sakit. (read : diaorang tu sebenarnya dah bosan dan mati kutu hidup dalam buangan, so mulalah nak piggy-back semula on my parents, resources pun dah berkurangan, high time lah nak renew the "family ties" kan)

Lucky for them, I did not get the opportunity to meet them, otherwise I would tell them exactly like what I write in the above bracket. I laughed out loud when I was told of their visit. Datanglah menyerupa wajah apa-apa pun, sekali-kali I tak akan terpedaya, not one split second. NEVER EVER. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. Jawapnya Shame On You lah...

Usah Bertinggung Tengah Halaman

Duri Semalu Liar Tumbuhnya
Usah Sekali Salah Tembakan
Iri Cemburu Buruk Padahnya

Anak Seluang Terenang-renang
Teratai Di Kolam Harum Mewangi

Mengadu Domba Sewenang-wenang

Salah Tembakan Diri Terkeji

Usah Berani Bertikam Bicara
Jikalau Lisan Bersulam Dusta
Usah Diri Mereka Cerita
Tiba Masanya Diri Merana

Apa Di Telek Emas Dan Intan
Bukanlah Ia Jadi Ukuran
Apalah Gila Dirimu Tuan

Ludahan Sendiri Jadi Jilatan?

No Forgiveness

For every single injustice done to me, for every little thing deprived, for every deliberate misrepresentation and misinformation, I will not grant forgiveness. This is my promise. People could only ask for forgiveness, but be rest assured there would be none. Yes, people can say "tak sengaja", "tak perasan" or anything. But if you are reckless, or deliberately thinking of yourself, and still doing it repeatedly then that is your very own problem. It is very sickening to deal with people of such nature on a regular basis. To grant forgiveness is the rights of the wronged, the aggrieved. If I do not want to forgive, then that's my very own right.

Happy Birthday, Bro!

Here's a birthday wish to my youngest brother Faiz. May Allah Bless you with prosperity and longevity. And I guess it is not too late to say Best Wishes in his SPM. Stay cool, brilliant and lovable always.

Gone Case

Why I say he is such a crazy man? Because.. well here's why.

Please bear in mind that since knowing him (and that was like, five years back) I TAK PERNAH have any feelings for him. Not one teeny tiny dot. Okay? Do not ask me why I have never had any feelings for him. Benda ni dia sendiri-sendiri. Simply put, kalau berkenan, berkenanlah. Kalau dah sekali tak berkenan, takyah lah nak try-try hari lain. I ni jenis yang kalau dah tak berkenan tu, tidaklah. Kalau suka, tak payah bersuruh, kalau tak nak tak usahlah paksa. That's me. Zero-tolerance.

He has been in touch with me on and off , both in JB and KL. I do not mind having him as a friend or buddy. I did enjoy having him as friend. But that's all there's to it. Masalahnya... dia ni memang gila. Perasan pun ya. I do not need to go into details, tak nak lah spoil your appetite for life kan. Macamana I tak kata dia gila, kan. Bila kita tak pernah indicate directly or indirectly yang kita ni suka dia, macamana lah dia boleh tunjuk jual mahal? Siapa yang peduli?? Do you see what I am saying?

And that, coming from a man aged 39, Ya Allah... Heaven knows. He's been calling me frequently lately, from KL that is. When I started to feel rimas, I did things that were not to his liking, namely calling him at wee hours. Bukan niat nak cakap pun, saja dengki biar dia marah. A few days ago he sent me this sms:

"I dun like u call 1am or 3am or worst 5am. I also dun like when u dun answer n no returning my cal. Understd? Lastly i really dun like if u dun repeat the above mentioned."

To which I replied "very well then". Dia jawab plak "U dun like?" I said, "like what?" And he said "dun like wat i dun like u to do". Dengan penuh takzim, I replied back " 1. I do not understand. 2. I do not care. Wateva."

Ingat dah habislah. Takkk, semalam dia call lagi, nak provoke konon. Since yesterday I bolayan je. Tapi bukanlah nak berpatah arang ke apa. Sebab I rasa I dah boleh agak what he's up to. Tapi on my side, memanglah negative. So to me tak ada apa yang change, he is just still my friend. Tadi baru kejap ni dia call, I angkatlah. Nak tau kenapa I marah sangat?

Sebab tadi orang tua tu konon nak explain kenapa dia sms jangan call pagi-pagi buta. Siap kata, kalau I live in his neighbourhood, susahlah dia kalau I tiba-tiba knock his door pagi-pagi buta. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Hello, pakcik tua bangka, how much does it take for you to understand that orang tak SUKA you??? Do you need me to spell it out? Nak berleter pulak.. lupa ke, you yang sibuk call I selama ni, and not me? Tak ada siapa je perempuan yang nak ketuk pintu rumah you. 100% Guaranteed. Sekarang baru I faham betul kenapa at 39 you are STILL NOT MARRIED. Here's why :

"ITU KEPALA PUNYA DALAM, SATU BESAR PUNYA BATU JUGA SUDAH DALAM SANA DUDUK"

me no bother, me no care

Betullah tu, memang dia dah gila. Tapi tak kisah, asalkan jangan heret I sama sudah. TAK RELA! Dan I tak mahu tahu apa sebabnya dia jadi macam itu. Simply because I do not care. I have a few agendas in my mind yang worth my attention.

Movies, the most recent yang I tengok - vcd of course - was an Indonesian's Suster Ngesot. Horror movie. It was okay, since I kinda like horror movies. But I seriously do not like the ending. Tapi ada juga pengajaran dia, walaupun ending dia tak begitu best. Iaitu, kita jangan entertain gangguan syaitan dan hendaklah berlindung setiap masa dengan Allah. Kalau dilayan memang semua jadi kacau bilau. Next would be Kayangan kot. Dah ada vcd, cuma belum tengok lagi. Entah bila. Tak habis-habis with my 007 hehehe. I also notice yang Nana Tanjung II will be showing tak lama lagi. Otai pun I belum tengok lagi. Please note that I like watching the Penangites, OK. (Oh, in case anyone nak kata I suka tengok Malay movies, for your info, I akan tengok sebarang movie yang I suka - malay, english, indon, korean, japanese. And that's NONE of your business hehe. Yang I tak tengok ialah hindustan dan tamil sahaja.)

my current favourite song would be Tomorrow Never Dies by Sheryl Crow. paling suka part ni :

Darling you've won, its no fun

Martinis, girls, and guns

It's murder on our love affair

But you bet your life every night

While you chase the morning light

You're not the only spy out there

until you say there'll be no more goodbyes, i see it in your eyes, tomorrow never dies.. hehehehe faham???

alright then, stop for a while. nanti sambung lagi. hope you will love the song. song lyrics ada kat sidebar tu.

No Idea

tak tahulah apa benda yang dia nak, keeps calling me all the time. there's this one night i nearly burst out laughing. what he did was he actually TRIED to outsmart him. dream on, man. like i said, you can only TRY. on an additional note, be very careful so as not to make yourself look like an idiot in trying to do so.

tak payahlah nak tiru-tiru dia, bukan tandingan! buang masa aje.. i tak hairan sikit pun.

and by the way, just because i entertain your calls, tak bermakna i feel the same. also, stop criticizing him. accept the fact that he is beyond comparison, alright.

I have no idea apa benda juga yang you nak. I'm just playing along. Be very careful.

Currently...

hi everyone... currently i am busy with a few things. just recovered from flu.. very disturbing, that was.. RIMAS! i am undertaking several projects, the nature of which are very confidential, not for public knowledge - yet. and the weather down here is really unpredictable. bright and sunny in the morning and a heavy rain in the afternoon and late night. hence, the flu...

some photos for viewing, TOTALLY IRRELEVANT with this entry by the way, but I captured these myself.

Inspirational Quotes

No one should negotiate their dreams. Dreams must be free to flee and fly high. No government, no legislature, has a right to limit your dreams. You should never agree to surrender your dreams.

~ Jesse Jackson ~

The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself.

~ Friedrich Nietzsche ~

In the name of the best within you, do not sacrifice this world to those who are its worst. In the name of the values that keep you alive, do not let your vision of man be distorted by the ugly, the cowardly, the mindless in those who have never achieved his title. Do not lose your knowledge that man's proper estate is an upright posture, an intransigent mind and a step that travels unlimited roads. Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it's yours.

~ Ayn Rand ~

Trust him not with your secrets, who, when left alone in your room, turns over your papers.

~ Johann Kaspar Lavater ~

Saturday : Sha, Asz and Kasy

Last Saturday my good friend Sha, her SIL and her gorgeous son Baby Kasyfil came to my house to beraya. It was a joyful occassion for all of us, especially for the younglings as that was the first time for them getting acquainted.

Gorgeous Kasyfil , aged 9 months. Such a happy, independent and charming baby, just like my niece. My sister said Kasyfil ada iras Bruce Willis. And I know he would grow up to be a fine and handsome gentleman.

Kasy and his beloved Mama

Sha and her sis-in-law Asz

taking photo together...

hanging out together after makan-makan session..
Anis sudah jatuh hati sama Kak Asz

One for the album....

Two Jedi Younglings

Getting acquainted.... so well.

My niece loves babies, and she and Kasy were getting on so well together. On that day, Kasy was already coughing quite frequently. And unfortunately the very next day Kasy was admitted at Johor Specialist due to some lung infections. But he was discharged on Tuesday and his conditions has improved a lot. I hope Baby Kasyfil has a very speedy recovery. To Sha, I love Kasyfil, he is such a fine, terrific son, always smiling, just like you. To Asz, I hope we could be friends forever too. You two, jangan tunggu raya aje baru nak datang, okay. Thank you for coming.

Sparkling Wine

Any of you guys drink this wine? Please do tell me.

My Lady In Red

Without any photo-editing tools, she appears simply lovely. Just in her plain red dress. My Lady In Red.