unfortunately for me, i demam dan selsema lagi.. teruk sangat.. it's like I'm forever sneezing.. watery eyes.. one whole day tak bermaya.. sore throat tak usah cerita.. terpaksa makan sebab nak makan ubat... tak ada mood..
sedihnya.. the worst part is I cannot give the love of my life a kiss.. not even a kiss.. takut menjangkit pula.. kesian kat Nayniss.. harini bila dia nampak I, berlari-lari dia as usual.. expecting me to dukung her or kiss her or play with her.. but forgive me, Nayniss, today tak berdaya.. cuma menyakat dia sikit-sikit... punyalah eager dia nak ajak bermain-main.. siap makan banana and tunjuk-tunjuk pada I.. "Nana... nana.. haaa nana" She says nana for banana...sometimes nanana, sometimes manana..
her grandparents pula tak ada, ke KL.. luckily today both her Pa & Ma cuti.. Ma MC, Pa pula EL nak hantar Ma ke specialist.. so adalah kawan for Nayniss...
duhhhhHHh! demam, demam, demam, selsema, selsema, selsema.. helllpppppppppPPP!
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Love Hurts
~ Love Hurts ~
(Nazareth)
Love hurts, love scars,
Love wounds, and marks,
Any heart, not tough,
Or strong, enough
To take a lot of pain,
Take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud
Holds a lot of rain
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts
I'm young, I know,
But even so
I know a thing, or two
I learned, from you
I really learned a lot,
Really learned a lot
Love is like a flame
It burns you when it's hot
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts
Some fools think of happiness
Blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true,
I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie,
Made to make you blue
Love hurts, ooh,ooh love hurts
Ooh,ooh love hurts
I know it isn't true,I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie,
Made to make you blue
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts
Ooh ooh love hurtsOoh ooh...
Note : this one used to be one of my fav songs when I was 20.. kalau tak silap, lagu ni was the theme song for TV Series Scarlett, the sequel to Gone With The Wind. Oh, I love both GWTW and Scarlett.. Konon-kononnya me = Scarlett and Jedi Knight = Rhett... *Grin*
A Wonderful Surprise..
~ A Greeting Card ~
~ A Book Mark ~Earlier on Saturday I received these from my Kakanda Princess.. what a lovely and wonderful surprise! Menjunjung Kasih, Kanda.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Mobile Phone Preferences
here's my mobile phone preferences.....
Ringing Tone
Nothing abusively loud to my own hearing. I hate loud ringing tones. (Different case if I am in a noisy place)
Incoming Call Alert
Ringing.
Ringing Volume
Maximum.
Message Alert Tone
Nothing annoying. By this I mean the tone must be short enough to signify sms coming in.
Vibrating Alert
Always Off. I cannot stand it if a mobile phone is vibrating on a table. What a sound!
Keypad Tones
Never On.
Warning Tones
On
Mode
Always silent in meetings and in the clinic/hospital. The rest depends.
So... you guys think I'm conservative? Am not. Just that I'm naturally elegant. ;)
Ringing Tone
Nothing abusively loud to my own hearing. I hate loud ringing tones. (Different case if I am in a noisy place)
Incoming Call Alert
Ringing.
Ringing Volume
Maximum.
Message Alert Tone
Nothing annoying. By this I mean the tone must be short enough to signify sms coming in.
Vibrating Alert
Always Off. I cannot stand it if a mobile phone is vibrating on a table. What a sound!
Keypad Tones
Never On.
Warning Tones
On
Alert For
All Calls. Some numbers won't ring as I have personalised the tone to silent. These are for unwanted callers heheh. I don't like to take calls from private numbers. I do have a well-defined caller group with a personalised ringing tone.
All Calls. Some numbers won't ring as I have personalised the tone to silent. These are for unwanted callers heheh. I don't like to take calls from private numbers. I do have a well-defined caller group with a personalised ringing tone.
Phone Display
Date and Time, and for the wallpaper, the photo of my dearly departed Berry.
Screen Saver
A standard one. Nothing downloaded. In actual fact, I do not want to activate it but since people like to glance at people's mobile so I set the screen saver on after five minutes the phone is idle.
Mode
Always silent in meetings and in the clinic/hospital. The rest depends.
So... you guys think I'm conservative? Am not. Just that I'm naturally elegant. ;)
Friday, May 18, 2007
Dah Kata Dah...
went brisk-walking with Mas, on Thurs... like I said, benarlah aku akan berada dalam kesesatan yang nyata.. after 2 rounds, we stopped at the kolam kura-kura.. and lepak-lepak there to watch the kekuras.. hehe... after that i forced her to go for another round with me.. dia nak balik bukan apa.. takut la dah nearly seven.. puas la I convince kan dia kat Istana Garden memang ramai orang pun even after seven, unlike Hutan Bandar..
it was raining earlier.. so masa kita datang hujan dah berhenti but the kelkatu dalam tanah terbang-terbang.. eeeee rimasnya... and Mas got this welcome roar from the tigers at the zoo, just like me two days ago.. uh-uh wednesday tak jogging, rest one day.. not really resting.. was doing something at home...
adalah these mamat-mamat entah dari mana sedang training konon-konon di situ.. imagine ya, jalan tu sudahlah jalanraya... diaorang boleh lumba lari konon one team after another.. sambil tu sibuk usya-usya my sis.. si Mas dah berkati-kati cursing silently.. she just doesn't like this kind of people..and then konon diaorang tu buat training carrying one another.. jalan tu licin... I was asking Mas bilalah ketikanya diaorang nak slip.. I said to her " Nanti dah terjatuh depan kita kan dah menyusahkan kita nak tahan ketawa and paling ke lain" hehehehe...
yeah on the way back we passed the lido beach... sunset again... wahliaw the color was SPECTACULAR i tell you.. too bad didn't have camera with us.. cuba-cuba dengan phone camera.. tak cantik...
it was raining earlier.. so masa kita datang hujan dah berhenti but the kelkatu dalam tanah terbang-terbang.. eeeee rimasnya... and Mas got this welcome roar from the tigers at the zoo, just like me two days ago.. uh-uh wednesday tak jogging, rest one day.. not really resting.. was doing something at home...
adalah these mamat-mamat entah dari mana sedang training konon-konon di situ.. imagine ya, jalan tu sudahlah jalanraya... diaorang boleh lumba lari konon one team after another.. sambil tu sibuk usya-usya my sis.. si Mas dah berkati-kati cursing silently.. she just doesn't like this kind of people..and then konon diaorang tu buat training carrying one another.. jalan tu licin... I was asking Mas bilalah ketikanya diaorang nak slip.. I said to her " Nanti dah terjatuh depan kita kan dah menyusahkan kita nak tahan ketawa and paling ke lain" hehehehe...
yeah on the way back we passed the lido beach... sunset again... wahliaw the color was SPECTACULAR i tell you.. too bad didn't have camera with us.. cuba-cuba dengan phone camera.. tak cantik...
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
@ Istana Garden
Today I changed venue for brisk-walking.. I headed towards the Istana Garden.
(Info: Istana Garden is the garden of the Istana Besar Johor Bahru, The Palace for official ceremonies like birthdays, wedding and so on for the Johor Royal Family. It is also known as Muzium Di Raja Abu Bakar Johor Bahru, as part of it is opened to the public as a royal museum. Istana Besar is not to be confused with the Istana Bukit Serene. The Istana Bukit Serene is the residential palace of the Royal Family).
Yes my decision is due to the fact that I was running late.. it was 6 pm. Bukannya apa.. like I said before, Hutan Bandar has some rulings that nobody is to be in the area after 7 pm for safety reasons. But there in Istana Garden you could people running after 7 pm.. I pun tak kisah sangat sebab Istana Garden is really dalam bandar and tepi laut pun.. so ramai sangat orang.. Hutan Bandar is kind of sunyi sikit. Another popular area for jogging and brisk-walking is the Danga Bay which is the nearest to my house. But then again I tak berapa gemar sangat Danga Bay sebab ramai orang.. and most of them bukan exercise.. so tak mau la kan jadi Exhibit A bila kita exercise.. orang tengok kita pula..
Well.. sampai-sampai saja I started my brisk-walking and completed three rounds.. memang cantik lah area Istana Garden ni.. ada pokok-pokok pine ala Salem High Country.. very beautiful.. dah la atas bukit dia ada pokok-pokok pine.. background pula all the major high-rise buildings of JB.. one of these days I want to take photo there hehehe.. lagi baikkk punya daripada Salem kan? *wink* Not only that, it is facing the Straits of Tebrau.. so siapa yang kaki termenung, pujangga atau kaki berangan memang elok sangat hang out di Istana Garden ni hehehe and yang paling best tu.. nampak Singapore heheheh KL mana ada such thing miahahahaha (nak jadi jahat jap)
Oh, there at Istana Garden ada satu pond penuh kura-kura dalam tu.. berpuluh-puluh ekor.. nasiblah I pergi seorang je tadi.. kalau ada my siblings, gerenti aku tak exercise punya dan berada dalam kesesatan yang nyata.. Sebab? Diaorang suka pergi kat pond tu and bermain dengan kura-kura.. diangkatnyalah.. di 'berenang' kannya lah macam boat.. ada sekali tu merengkeh sebab terangkat kura-kura yang berat hehehe.. tapi setakat dalam kolam tu je la.. diaorang takla menyakitkan kura-kura tu diangkat keluar or anything.. so gerenti aku akan join sekali.. sesat lak ke pond walaupun tujuan asal nak exercise hehehehe..
the track.. memang cantik.. pemandangan cantik but in terms of difficulty level I prefer Hutan Bandar.. Hutan Bandar ni track dia ala-ala Survivor.. ada anak sungai and bukit curam hehehe... calang-calang orang memang tak sanggup manjat bukit Hutan Bandar tu... but as for Istana Garden.. dia more to Taman Bunga lah.. cuma yang specialnya it is actually adjacent to Zoo Johor hehehe..
Kalau sesiapa ingat a few years back ada berita dalam paper pasal harimau kumbang terlepas daripada Zoo Johor.. hehehe cuba teka kat mana diaorang jumpa? Kalau tak silap di pokok-pokok kat Istana Garden... bayangkan zaman dulu I went there.. dekat area kuda-kuda tu siap ada lubang pada pagar.. tapi tadi I tengok semua pagar dah sangat kukuh dan ada pagar berduri...still mata I melilalu ke sana sini tengok atas pokok masa lalu sebelah zoo tu.. kot la ada encik rimau kumbang atas pokok tengah aim aku hehehehe.. yang best tu dah la nampak kandang rimau belang.. siap dengar dia mengaum-ngaum... tapi itu tak takut.. cuma risau je kot kat atas pokok-pokok besar tu ada yang tengah amik port nak aim orang jogging... nak lagi best masa time rimau kumbang terlepas tu, The JB Waterfront City was still in operation.. hehehe cuba imagine.. ramai-ramai orang kat entrance lepak-lepak kat Gloria Jean semua tu tetiba ternampak kelibat harimau kumbang kat dalam tu... hehehehe.. tak gamat dunia...
so lepas brisk-walk I drove back slowly along the selat tebrau at sunset.. my favourite time of the day.. syok la tengok the colour of the sea and sky time tu... cantikk sangat... sambil dengar lagu Ocean Deep hahahaha.. then nak balik tu lalu la Danga Bay jap.. saja nak tengok track to brisk-walk.. hmmh.. tak berkenan lah... stick to the two - Istana Garden and Hutan Bandar je lah..
Or perhaps at Setia Indah Garden yang jauh bukan main tu.. itu simpan bulan 6 tunggu si Korea balik hehehehehe tapi memang mengada lah kalau pergi situ... so out of the way.. senang-senang je dia boleh kata jauhhhnya pergi exercise muehhehehhe..nasiblahkan.. JP Perdana tu bukan dia punya... but Setia Indah memang cantik...
Alright.. wanna watch vcd Hantu Jeruk Purut whatever.. teman si Lin...
(Info: Istana Garden is the garden of the Istana Besar Johor Bahru, The Palace for official ceremonies like birthdays, wedding and so on for the Johor Royal Family. It is also known as Muzium Di Raja Abu Bakar Johor Bahru, as part of it is opened to the public as a royal museum. Istana Besar is not to be confused with the Istana Bukit Serene. The Istana Bukit Serene is the residential palace of the Royal Family).
Yes my decision is due to the fact that I was running late.. it was 6 pm. Bukannya apa.. like I said before, Hutan Bandar has some rulings that nobody is to be in the area after 7 pm for safety reasons. But there in Istana Garden you could people running after 7 pm.. I pun tak kisah sangat sebab Istana Garden is really dalam bandar and tepi laut pun.. so ramai sangat orang.. Hutan Bandar is kind of sunyi sikit. Another popular area for jogging and brisk-walking is the Danga Bay which is the nearest to my house. But then again I tak berapa gemar sangat Danga Bay sebab ramai orang.. and most of them bukan exercise.. so tak mau la kan jadi Exhibit A bila kita exercise.. orang tengok kita pula..
Well.. sampai-sampai saja I started my brisk-walking and completed three rounds.. memang cantik lah area Istana Garden ni.. ada pokok-pokok pine ala Salem High Country.. very beautiful.. dah la atas bukit dia ada pokok-pokok pine.. background pula all the major high-rise buildings of JB.. one of these days I want to take photo there hehehe.. lagi baikkk punya daripada Salem kan? *wink* Not only that, it is facing the Straits of Tebrau.. so siapa yang kaki termenung, pujangga atau kaki berangan memang elok sangat hang out di Istana Garden ni hehehe and yang paling best tu.. nampak Singapore heheheh KL mana ada such thing miahahahaha (nak jadi jahat jap)
Oh, there at Istana Garden ada satu pond penuh kura-kura dalam tu.. berpuluh-puluh ekor.. nasiblah I pergi seorang je tadi.. kalau ada my siblings, gerenti aku tak exercise punya dan berada dalam kesesatan yang nyata.. Sebab? Diaorang suka pergi kat pond tu and bermain dengan kura-kura.. diangkatnyalah.. di 'berenang' kannya lah macam boat.. ada sekali tu merengkeh sebab terangkat kura-kura yang berat hehehe.. tapi setakat dalam kolam tu je la.. diaorang takla menyakitkan kura-kura tu diangkat keluar or anything.. so gerenti aku akan join sekali.. sesat lak ke pond walaupun tujuan asal nak exercise hehehehe..
the track.. memang cantik.. pemandangan cantik but in terms of difficulty level I prefer Hutan Bandar.. Hutan Bandar ni track dia ala-ala Survivor.. ada anak sungai and bukit curam hehehe... calang-calang orang memang tak sanggup manjat bukit Hutan Bandar tu... but as for Istana Garden.. dia more to Taman Bunga lah.. cuma yang specialnya it is actually adjacent to Zoo Johor hehehe..
Kalau sesiapa ingat a few years back ada berita dalam paper pasal harimau kumbang terlepas daripada Zoo Johor.. hehehe cuba teka kat mana diaorang jumpa? Kalau tak silap di pokok-pokok kat Istana Garden... bayangkan zaman dulu I went there.. dekat area kuda-kuda tu siap ada lubang pada pagar.. tapi tadi I tengok semua pagar dah sangat kukuh dan ada pagar berduri...still mata I melilalu ke sana sini tengok atas pokok masa lalu sebelah zoo tu.. kot la ada encik rimau kumbang atas pokok tengah aim aku hehehehe.. yang best tu dah la nampak kandang rimau belang.. siap dengar dia mengaum-ngaum... tapi itu tak takut.. cuma risau je kot kat atas pokok-pokok besar tu ada yang tengah amik port nak aim orang jogging... nak lagi best masa time rimau kumbang terlepas tu, The JB Waterfront City was still in operation.. hehehe cuba imagine.. ramai-ramai orang kat entrance lepak-lepak kat Gloria Jean semua tu tetiba ternampak kelibat harimau kumbang kat dalam tu... hehehehe.. tak gamat dunia...
so lepas brisk-walk I drove back slowly along the selat tebrau at sunset.. my favourite time of the day.. syok la tengok the colour of the sea and sky time tu... cantikk sangat... sambil dengar lagu Ocean Deep hahahaha.. then nak balik tu lalu la Danga Bay jap.. saja nak tengok track to brisk-walk.. hmmh.. tak berkenan lah... stick to the two - Istana Garden and Hutan Bandar je lah..
Or perhaps at Setia Indah Garden yang jauh bukan main tu.. itu simpan bulan 6 tunggu si Korea balik hehehehehe tapi memang mengada lah kalau pergi situ... so out of the way.. senang-senang je dia boleh kata jauhhhnya pergi exercise muehhehehhe..nasiblahkan.. JP Perdana tu bukan dia punya... but Setia Indah memang cantik...
Alright.. wanna watch vcd Hantu Jeruk Purut whatever.. teman si Lin...
Penakut
Earlier tonight I watched the movie Chermin with my family with the exception of my Dad. He was not around. Just last week I watched Jangan Pandang Belakang with my sister and niece. But we watched vcd lah.. tak ke cinema pun...
Yes, I am a fan of horror movies.. but the ones yang memang seram... tak kisah english, japanese, chinese, korean, indonesian or thai..... sekarang, malay horror movies dah improve a lot daripada dulu-dulu.. walaupun tak seseram korean or indonesian ones.. tapi still boleh membuatkan I terbayang-bayang hehehe... Jangan Pandang Belakang is much more scary than Chermin. But the plot, Chermin is much better.. Jangan Pandang Belakang's plot is too simple.. but the hantu, I tell you.. sangat memeranjatkan..
So.. how penakut are you? Me.. until my late twenties.. I was so daringly 'berani'.. setakat tengok movie hantu malam-malam is nothing... bukanlah cakap besar but.. that was fine with me.. and I watch it selambaly, tak ada tutup-tutup mata punya... but it was when I was 28 when I was staying in KL.. I went to watch this Korean movie The Wishing Stairs at the Sunway Piramid with my brother and his fiancee. I was staying in central KL. We watched the midnight show.. and.. when my brother sent me back.. well escorted me back actually.. we were driving separate cars... masa nak turun tu.. dia siap takutkan I.. he said masa I nak buka kunci rumah, the hantu in the movie will come ballet-dancing to me dari jauh and tiba-tiba dah ada depan mata..
Jahatnya! you know I was staying at this condominium, at level 28 pulak tu... and the movie punya scene was that of girls in dormitory.. so agak sama la macam condo.. ada alley and everything.. and from that moment I was not as brave as I was... that movie memang scary..
And now.. I am still okay with driving alone after midnight from KL-JB or vice versa.. bukanlah tak takut langsung.. ada area-area yang I tahu memang agak 'haunted' tetapi tawakkallah.. and baca ayat-ayat Al-Quran yang sepatutnya.. Insya Allah tiada apa-apa.. also, I do not mind at all staying alone at home for a few days...
BUT.. hohoho I will not watch horror movies after midnight lagi.. tak kisah di rumah atau di cinema.. mintak mahap... I did mention haritu I cuba-cuba nak buat 'stunt' tengok Jangan Pandang Belakang seorang diri in my room at 4 am something.. and belum lama pun I dah off the vcd hehehe... sorry la... kejap lagi nak turun ke dapur minum air siap la aku imaginasi lebih-lebihan..
bukan apa.. masa I tinggal sorang last few months.. memang something happened.. and i am positive itu memang gangguan atau dia nak test... tapi Alhamdulillah I tak begitu takut.. and i recite the appropriate Doa and I said.. I do not mind if we co-exist in the same house but I only seek protection in Allah.. so if I do not disturb you, please do not disturb me... that's what I said... Alhamdulillah now tak ada apa-apa lagi..
oh, and if I wanna check on my cats, I akan ke luar rumah even at 3 or 4 am jika dengar kucing bergaduh.. I tak sanggup biar my cats cedera dek kerana bergaduh.. but I will recite doa dulu.. termasuk doa dilindungkan daripada pandangan mata yang menyeramkan.. itu yang paling penting.. to me.. kalau dia ada dan tak kacau kita, dan kita tidak nampak, tidak mengapa.. tetapi kalau dia ada and visible, walaupun tak kacau.. hehehe kes berat tu...
my father was a state government officer.. so in the early days we had to move from one district to another kerana tugasnya itu.. so my life revolves around one old colonial house to another.. bila dah begitu ....faham-faham sahajalah rumah lama... so many things and so many stories...
but whatever it is, my parents adalah jenis yang tidak suka menakutkan anak.. so any stories from predecessors of a house tak akan sampai ke telinga kami semua.. they would only remind us not to forget our responsibilities to God and recite the appropriate Doa.. this way, Insya Allah payah nak diganggu.. melainkan jika Allah kehendaki.. siapa-siapa yang penakut tidak tentu fasal pasti akan kena marah kow-kow...
jadinya I ni tidaklah terlalu berani and bukanlah penakut sangat.. somewhere in between... apapun kita kena ingat sentiasa, bahawa manusia adalah sebaik-baik kejadian...
How about you? What is your rating between Berani and Penakut?
Yes, I am a fan of horror movies.. but the ones yang memang seram... tak kisah english, japanese, chinese, korean, indonesian or thai..... sekarang, malay horror movies dah improve a lot daripada dulu-dulu.. walaupun tak seseram korean or indonesian ones.. tapi still boleh membuatkan I terbayang-bayang hehehe... Jangan Pandang Belakang is much more scary than Chermin. But the plot, Chermin is much better.. Jangan Pandang Belakang's plot is too simple.. but the hantu, I tell you.. sangat memeranjatkan..
So.. how penakut are you? Me.. until my late twenties.. I was so daringly 'berani'.. setakat tengok movie hantu malam-malam is nothing... bukanlah cakap besar but.. that was fine with me.. and I watch it selambaly, tak ada tutup-tutup mata punya... but it was when I was 28 when I was staying in KL.. I went to watch this Korean movie The Wishing Stairs at the Sunway Piramid with my brother and his fiancee. I was staying in central KL. We watched the midnight show.. and.. when my brother sent me back.. well escorted me back actually.. we were driving separate cars... masa nak turun tu.. dia siap takutkan I.. he said masa I nak buka kunci rumah, the hantu in the movie will come ballet-dancing to me dari jauh and tiba-tiba dah ada depan mata..
Jahatnya! you know I was staying at this condominium, at level 28 pulak tu... and the movie punya scene was that of girls in dormitory.. so agak sama la macam condo.. ada alley and everything.. and from that moment I was not as brave as I was... that movie memang scary..
And now.. I am still okay with driving alone after midnight from KL-JB or vice versa.. bukanlah tak takut langsung.. ada area-area yang I tahu memang agak 'haunted' tetapi tawakkallah.. and baca ayat-ayat Al-Quran yang sepatutnya.. Insya Allah tiada apa-apa.. also, I do not mind at all staying alone at home for a few days...
BUT.. hohoho I will not watch horror movies after midnight lagi.. tak kisah di rumah atau di cinema.. mintak mahap... I did mention haritu I cuba-cuba nak buat 'stunt' tengok Jangan Pandang Belakang seorang diri in my room at 4 am something.. and belum lama pun I dah off the vcd hehehe... sorry la... kejap lagi nak turun ke dapur minum air siap la aku imaginasi lebih-lebihan..
bukan apa.. masa I tinggal sorang last few months.. memang something happened.. and i am positive itu memang gangguan atau dia nak test... tapi Alhamdulillah I tak begitu takut.. and i recite the appropriate Doa and I said.. I do not mind if we co-exist in the same house but I only seek protection in Allah.. so if I do not disturb you, please do not disturb me... that's what I said... Alhamdulillah now tak ada apa-apa lagi..
oh, and if I wanna check on my cats, I akan ke luar rumah even at 3 or 4 am jika dengar kucing bergaduh.. I tak sanggup biar my cats cedera dek kerana bergaduh.. but I will recite doa dulu.. termasuk doa dilindungkan daripada pandangan mata yang menyeramkan.. itu yang paling penting.. to me.. kalau dia ada dan tak kacau kita, dan kita tidak nampak, tidak mengapa.. tetapi kalau dia ada and visible, walaupun tak kacau.. hehehe kes berat tu...
my father was a state government officer.. so in the early days we had to move from one district to another kerana tugasnya itu.. so my life revolves around one old colonial house to another.. bila dah begitu ....faham-faham sahajalah rumah lama... so many things and so many stories...
but whatever it is, my parents adalah jenis yang tidak suka menakutkan anak.. so any stories from predecessors of a house tak akan sampai ke telinga kami semua.. they would only remind us not to forget our responsibilities to God and recite the appropriate Doa.. this way, Insya Allah payah nak diganggu.. melainkan jika Allah kehendaki.. siapa-siapa yang penakut tidak tentu fasal pasti akan kena marah kow-kow...
jadinya I ni tidaklah terlalu berani and bukanlah penakut sangat.. somewhere in between... apapun kita kena ingat sentiasa, bahawa manusia adalah sebaik-baik kejadian...
How about you? What is your rating between Berani and Penakut?
Monday, May 14, 2007
Laksana Pungguk....
I am getting tired of being like this... I really am...Don't know how much longer I can hold on...
~ The Owl Missing The Moon ~
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Deeply Frustrated
sob..sob..sob... I am really frustrated today because Shawal tersingkir dari AF... I don't really watch that AF until one day I ternampak Shawal menari dalam pakaian melayu tradisional..so good looking and so tall.. yes, Shawal is good looking.. and his voice memang sedap.. very manly gitu.. entahlah kenapa hari ini his performance tak berapa strong.. sedangkan his voice kalau nak ikutkan memanglah sedap nyanyi lagu Copa Cabana tu.. his English pronunciation tak berapa baik mungkin... and he can dance.. he is good looking and tall.. well-built..
it's okay Shawal.. we will always support you.. we will always suppport you in whatever you are doing.. yes.. my sisters yang tak pernah follow AF pun boleh recognize yang Shawal ni cool at first sight... biasalah only cool people can identify cool people...
Go, Shawal, GO!
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Saturday, May 12, 2007
GOD HELP ME
Most recent development.. when he was in town a few weeks ago, we had a lengthy conversation. He joked about marrying me. And I played along. I was joking, alright. And moments later... he said "So, bila I nak masuk meminang?" Relax je I jawab "Bila you dah cukup duit". I was joking. And I've completely forgotten about it. Until just now, I checked my mobile in my bedroom and there's an sms from him.. he is currently on assignment somewhere in Indonesia and he left a number for me. God help me..looks like he's making himself available for me all the time now.. as if he's saying I am always here for you no matter where I am.. please... I hope he is not serious. I love him as my own brother in the same way I love his best friend. I kan tak ada abang... kakak pun tak ada.. He is such a great guy... I am really scared now.. I hope my life will not be more complicated than it already is....susahlah ini macam... last monday there was one.. and now another one.. just what is it with me and married men? I don't go looking for them. Here I am trying to keep fit.. brisk-walking my way up and down the hills.. tolonglah... aku tak bersalah... heheheheheheheh... *grin*
note : kenapa orang yang lahir tahun 1969 ni gorgon semuanya?
It is not a secret.....
I was watching a rerun on one of the AF5 concerts at Channel 15 tonight... and there was this bonus performance by the students.. I can't help but feel really amused by this song, AWAS by KRU.. have a look at the lyrics...
KRU - Awas
Tidak pernahkah kau rasa
Cintanya dua
Pendapatmu usia tak material
Awas
Sememangnya benar
Dia berkeluarga
KRU - Awas
Tidak pernahkah kau rasa
Kesepian bila
Dia tidak disampingmu
Sesungguhnya arif dan tahu
Cintanya dua
Dan kau bukanlah pertama
Walau di curah segalanya
Tapi tenteramkah di minda
Pendapatmu usia tak material
Walaupun dua kali gandamu
Benarkah, benarkah kau menyintainya
Ataupun kau berpura
Semata hanya kerna harta
Awas
Awas
Awas
Gerak langkahmu..ooo..
Sememangnya benar
Kau wanita jelita
Zahirnya dikau sempurna
Jadi idaman jejaka
Dia berkeluarga
Bukan lagi rahsia
Mestikah kau terus bersama
Mestikah kau terus menggoda
Pendapatmu usia tak material
Cintamu hanyalah kepadanya
Benarkah, benarkah kau menyintainya
Kau bukan yang pertama
Cintamu hanyalah kepadanya
Benarkah, benarkah kau menyintainya
Kau bukan yang pertama
Dan mungkin bukan yang terakhir
I have tons of friends who think they are smart and good enough to have affairs with married men.. but few know the golden rule.... and most thought they are the best option for him...
Come on girls, you cannot be special... If you are special, you are special... he will keep on coming back to you, if not then no...and I have one particular friend.. younger than me.. who kept on saying proudly and in condemnation.. "I will NEVER have any romantic relationship with a married man, I will NEVER take another woman's possession.." and so and so...
Valid point, that is.. but..... it's one thing if she is so unbelievably attractive that married men are constantly drooling over her.. but in her case, I can GUARANTEE that not even a single married man ever intended to have anything with her.. so.. point is, nak cakap tu biarlah betul-betul sikit... be honest lah.. if you cannot achieve something then don't be a sore loser.. or sour grapes... makes me sick to even glance at your name on my YM... cannot get say cannot get lah.. why suddenly be sooo virtuous.. funny you know..
but where married men is concerned... well.. like I said.. Only A Jedi Is Capable... *wink*
Friday, May 11, 2007
Spectacularwave @ Sunset
~ This was taken when I was still with him...... More photos at http://jedialbum.blogspot.com
:) :) :)
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Dangerous Curves
Okay the problem with rainy days is.. the ground gets slippery... memang dah beberapa kali I asyik nak tergelincir.. tapi sebab sebelum masuk kindergarten memang I dah terer roller skating so.. agak handal juga bab-bab balancing ni.. Alhamdulillah so far belum pernah gugur ke tanah lagilah... Ya, hari ini pukul empat lebih ke pukul lima lebih hujan dan guruh..walaupun tak terlalu lebat tetapi cukuplah membuatkan track di Hutan Bandar licin selicin-licinnya.. tapi tak kira, nak pergi juga.. all because of my wish to retrieve my Dangerous Curves back lah ni... *wink*
Hari ini okay sikit... waktu exercise pun dah bertambah and track pun dah makin jauh.. tapi kan semalam I ponteng jogging sebab semata-mata nak tengok VCD Jangan Pandang Belakang.. actually Monday night (sebenarnya pukul 4 pagi) dah buka sedikit.. tapi bab awal masa orang tu cuba nak keluarkan 'peliharaan' dari jasad orang yang sakit, masa selepas dia buka bumbung rumah, I nampak hantu itu melayang turun dari atas di tingkap, that was the time I off the vcd. Sebab.. tingkap bilik memang terbuka hehehehe kang ada pula yang dapat inspiration kan.. hehehe tapi I suka leave the windows terbuka.. fresh air... best sangat...
Dan hari ini.. mula-mula plan nak beli Mee Mamak, nak makan sedikit, konon nak share dengan Mas (taktik nak kurangkan makan konon-konon). Then tak jadi sebab MALU nak turun ke kedai hehehe... so.. akhirnya minta Mas ajar buat Murtabak Maggi.. tapi sebelum tu dah makan a quarter plate of Yong Tau Foo, mak i beli.. then Murtabak Maggi dah siap, cut into two, I ate half of it sebab my SIL petang tadi sebut teringin nak makan so shared with her. Elok je I habis makan murtabak maggi, si Mas pun kata "actually I bought Deluxe Cheeseburger for you". I said "Now you're telling me..." "Ala Long Mas terlupa tadi..."
She is like that, my sis. Dia memang begitu.. her friends call her Blurry.. boleh tak.. sudahlah dia yang tolong ajar dan masakkan I murtabak maggi.. dia boleh terlupa nak kata dia beli burger. Huwaaaa siapa mahu makan sekarang? So much so for dangerous curves.. kena juga makan.. esok terpaksa tambahkan rounds lagi.... Massssss *&^%+-(#$@!!!
Hari ini tak nampak Dendam Kesumat hehehe .....
Tadi malam I pergi ke Festive Street Mall sekejap.. saja jalan-jalan... I haven't changed from my workout attire yet.. and I sarung selipar my Mom saja.. still in my seluar jogging and shirt.. and I entered this mall from one of the many entrances.. boleh tak.. aku termasuk right in the middle of a function.. apparently function for chinese.. tak taulah jamuan ke, beauty pageant ke.. i masuk from belakang stage (later I found out) terus ke khalayak ramai yang tengah khusyuk mendengar the host bercakap daripada atas stage... sahih semua orang pandang aku.. and they are really dressed up... even the orang dalam nearby bistro tu pun pandang aku macam baru turun dari langit...hahahahahah mana I tau... dia takde tulis apa apa pun di Entrance tu... nothing... pintu tu pun tak ada orang jaga hehehe so I continued walking 'selamba'ly macam tak ada apa-apa... Tanpa Pandang Belakang hehehehehhe...
Dangerous Curves, please come back soon! the soonest you can...
Hari ini okay sikit... waktu exercise pun dah bertambah and track pun dah makin jauh.. tapi kan semalam I ponteng jogging sebab semata-mata nak tengok VCD Jangan Pandang Belakang.. actually Monday night (sebenarnya pukul 4 pagi) dah buka sedikit.. tapi bab awal masa orang tu cuba nak keluarkan 'peliharaan' dari jasad orang yang sakit, masa selepas dia buka bumbung rumah, I nampak hantu itu melayang turun dari atas di tingkap, that was the time I off the vcd. Sebab.. tingkap bilik memang terbuka hehehehe kang ada pula yang dapat inspiration kan.. hehehe tapi I suka leave the windows terbuka.. fresh air... best sangat...
Dan hari ini.. mula-mula plan nak beli Mee Mamak, nak makan sedikit, konon nak share dengan Mas (taktik nak kurangkan makan konon-konon). Then tak jadi sebab MALU nak turun ke kedai hehehe... so.. akhirnya minta Mas ajar buat Murtabak Maggi.. tapi sebelum tu dah makan a quarter plate of Yong Tau Foo, mak i beli.. then Murtabak Maggi dah siap, cut into two, I ate half of it sebab my SIL petang tadi sebut teringin nak makan so shared with her. Elok je I habis makan murtabak maggi, si Mas pun kata "actually I bought Deluxe Cheeseburger for you". I said "Now you're telling me..." "Ala Long Mas terlupa tadi..."
She is like that, my sis. Dia memang begitu.. her friends call her Blurry.. boleh tak.. sudahlah dia yang tolong ajar dan masakkan I murtabak maggi.. dia boleh terlupa nak kata dia beli burger. Huwaaaa siapa mahu makan sekarang? So much so for dangerous curves.. kena juga makan.. esok terpaksa tambahkan rounds lagi.... Massssss *&^%+-(#$@!!!
Hari ini tak nampak Dendam Kesumat hehehe .....
Tadi malam I pergi ke Festive Street Mall sekejap.. saja jalan-jalan... I haven't changed from my workout attire yet.. and I sarung selipar my Mom saja.. still in my seluar jogging and shirt.. and I entered this mall from one of the many entrances.. boleh tak.. aku termasuk right in the middle of a function.. apparently function for chinese.. tak taulah jamuan ke, beauty pageant ke.. i masuk from belakang stage (later I found out) terus ke khalayak ramai yang tengah khusyuk mendengar the host bercakap daripada atas stage... sahih semua orang pandang aku.. and they are really dressed up... even the orang dalam nearby bistro tu pun pandang aku macam baru turun dari langit...hahahahahah mana I tau... dia takde tulis apa apa pun di Entrance tu... nothing... pintu tu pun tak ada orang jaga hehehe so I continued walking 'selamba'ly macam tak ada apa-apa... Tanpa Pandang Belakang hehehehehhe...
Dangerous Curves, please come back soon! the soonest you can...
Monday, May 07, 2007
What A Day!
Today, back to exercising again. After three days of unintended break. Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Friday because of the flu... Saturday because of the wedding and Sunday because of.. errr...well.. dunno why hehehehe.
Petang tadi ada saudara datang pula.. so I reached Hutan Bandar at about 6. Selalu pukul 5 je. Bukan jauh, but sebab ada tetamu so kena lah entertain and all. When I was about to park my car, my mobile was ringing pula. My 48-years-old ex-bf called, out of nowhere. Tiba-tiba aje. A good 15 minutes was wasted talking to him... alahai sibuk tanya bila nak relocate to KL semula.. apahallllll.... aku ni orang JB bang oi... but tak kisahlah... told him bila tiba-tiba I rasa nak duduk KL nanti I will move to KL. That's me. hehehehe..Apparently someone is feeling SO lonely these days.. itulah dulu siapa suruh kahwin terburu-buru... tak pandai pilih... anyway itu semua bukan masalah I.... dengar ajelah lagu Akon tu hehehehe....
So after sembang lebih kurang with him, tanya pasal anak dia semua and everything, anak dia yang bongsu tahun ni UPSR.. eldest dah Form 1.. he has two boys.... I pun minta diri lah. Tak boleh lama-lama. We are not allowed to stay in Hutan Bandar after 7 pm you see.. reasons? sendiri mau ingatlah... Hutan Bandar ni berbukit dan sunyi... so faham-faham sajalah... it's quite a big area... dangerous.. Yang Pakcik ni pun banyak pulak cerita.. he said he's on diet lah apalah... hadoi... susah betul... sibuk kata nanti nak ke JB and ask me out.. datang pakcik datang jangan tak datang hehehehehehe...
So bila finally dapat start brisk-walk.. dah pukul 6.15 lebih gitu... tak dapat mencapai target yang dijangkakan.. ditambah pula dengan factor nak ke Ladies... hish silap betul.. kenapalah aku minum banyak sangat air... isk isk isk... on the way balik singgah kedai mamak beli catfood.. hahahahahahaha... bila sampai gate rumah.. jeng jeng jeng...
sementara aku nak tunggu Jentera Pentadbiran dalam rumah tu tekan switch gate tu ha.. aku melilau kiri kanan... pandang kanan nampak matahari nak terbenam kat laut.. cantik sangat, my fav time of the day... toleh kiri... dan...
I say........... nampak Dendam Kesumat's sleek dark blue car sedang slowly keluar dari perkarangan umah dia... masatu lah darah menyirap naik ke muka.. ELECTRIFYING.. tak tau kenapa.. hehehehe
tapi aku tak la pandang lama lama... just a glance.. kang dia nampak kang parah pulak kan... hehehehehehe cover baikkkk punya...
apasal ekk asyik jumpa dia aje lately? apasal, apasal, apasal?
you guys think my 48-years-old ex-bf is a little too old? Guess how old Dendam Kesumat is? 61 at the very least... tapi.. mak ai.. handsome you.. tall.. graceful, macho... and kalau jumpa face to face... renungan mata dia sangat tajam... seriously I cannot lawan pandang balik... susah you...
don't worry.. I tak berniat pun nak jadi Datin Muda... ;)
Petang tadi ada saudara datang pula.. so I reached Hutan Bandar at about 6. Selalu pukul 5 je. Bukan jauh, but sebab ada tetamu so kena lah entertain and all. When I was about to park my car, my mobile was ringing pula. My 48-years-old ex-bf called, out of nowhere. Tiba-tiba aje. A good 15 minutes was wasted talking to him... alahai sibuk tanya bila nak relocate to KL semula.. apahallllll.... aku ni orang JB bang oi... but tak kisahlah... told him bila tiba-tiba I rasa nak duduk KL nanti I will move to KL. That's me. hehehehe..Apparently someone is feeling SO lonely these days.. itulah dulu siapa suruh kahwin terburu-buru... tak pandai pilih... anyway itu semua bukan masalah I.... dengar ajelah lagu Akon tu hehehehe....
So after sembang lebih kurang with him, tanya pasal anak dia semua and everything, anak dia yang bongsu tahun ni UPSR.. eldest dah Form 1.. he has two boys.... I pun minta diri lah. Tak boleh lama-lama. We are not allowed to stay in Hutan Bandar after 7 pm you see.. reasons? sendiri mau ingatlah... Hutan Bandar ni berbukit dan sunyi... so faham-faham sajalah... it's quite a big area... dangerous.. Yang Pakcik ni pun banyak pulak cerita.. he said he's on diet lah apalah... hadoi... susah betul... sibuk kata nanti nak ke JB and ask me out.. datang pakcik datang jangan tak datang hehehehehehe...
So bila finally dapat start brisk-walk.. dah pukul 6.15 lebih gitu... tak dapat mencapai target yang dijangkakan.. ditambah pula dengan factor nak ke Ladies... hish silap betul.. kenapalah aku minum banyak sangat air... isk isk isk... on the way balik singgah kedai mamak beli catfood.. hahahahahahaha... bila sampai gate rumah.. jeng jeng jeng...
sementara aku nak tunggu Jentera Pentadbiran dalam rumah tu tekan switch gate tu ha.. aku melilau kiri kanan... pandang kanan nampak matahari nak terbenam kat laut.. cantik sangat, my fav time of the day... toleh kiri... dan...
I say........... nampak Dendam Kesumat's sleek dark blue car sedang slowly keluar dari perkarangan umah dia... masatu lah darah menyirap naik ke muka.. ELECTRIFYING.. tak tau kenapa.. hehehehe
tapi aku tak la pandang lama lama... just a glance.. kang dia nampak kang parah pulak kan... hehehehehehe cover baikkkk punya...
apasal ekk asyik jumpa dia aje lately? apasal, apasal, apasal?
you guys think my 48-years-old ex-bf is a little too old? Guess how old Dendam Kesumat is? 61 at the very least... tapi.. mak ai.. handsome you.. tall.. graceful, macho... and kalau jumpa face to face... renungan mata dia sangat tajam... seriously I cannot lawan pandang balik... susah you...
don't worry.. I tak berniat pun nak jadi Datin Muda... ;)
Sunday, May 06, 2007
In Love With You
~ In Love With You ~
(Regine and Jacky Cheung)
Just a gentle whisper tell me that you're gone
Leaving only memories, where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you
Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me, and I'll be there..
I'll be there waiting....
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
Come to me now
I will never leave you, I would stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand through
I'm in love with you...
Now we're here together, yesterday has past
Life is just beginning, close to you at last
And I promise to you, I would always be there
I give my all to you
Living life without you is more than I can bear
Hold me close forever
I'll be there...
I'll be there for you
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise
I will never leave you, I would stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand through
Hold me closer
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise
I will never leave you, I would stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand through
Hold me closer
Our love is forever, holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now..
Love has found...
Love has found a way...
I'm in love, I'm in love
Yes I'm in love, so in love
I'm so in love with you
Blue ~ Male
Orange ~ Female
Purple ~ Together
Note : You can try to listen to this song at this site http://www.ourmedia.org/node/115159
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
IMPORTANT :M & A : Voluntary General Offer
My number is still the same. I never change it, and you know that. And you know my email. My Margin Of Safety is running out of control. You are the majority shareholder, so you are the one entitled to act.
I have no way of knowing how to reach you. You have too many subsidiaries and associates. Which I find very amusing considering your finest business acumen. But I do not have problem with it.
I plead you to call for an EGM. The market closed mixed everyday as we are looking for signs of improvement. All window dressings have been done. It is your move now.
I seriously do not think you need to acquire more subs. The Holding Company is doing well and the subsidiary here is needing your presence and involvement. However the top management is not certain of your decision and actions.
But I assure you all the things you requested for in the last meeting have been taken care of. Everything is fine. All ready for the VGO.
Looking forward to hearing from you.
Thank You.
By Order Of The Board,
~ Spectacularwave
NOTE : Whenever I am here, my mobile is in my bedroom all the time. So if I did not take your previous calls, it is by no means deliberate. I missed it.
I have no way of knowing how to reach you. You have too many subsidiaries and associates. Which I find very amusing considering your finest business acumen. But I do not have problem with it.
I plead you to call for an EGM. The market closed mixed everyday as we are looking for signs of improvement. All window dressings have been done. It is your move now.
I seriously do not think you need to acquire more subs. The Holding Company is doing well and the subsidiary here is needing your presence and involvement. However the top management is not certain of your decision and actions.
But I assure you all the things you requested for in the last meeting have been taken care of. Everything is fine. All ready for the VGO.
Looking forward to hearing from you.
Thank You.
By Order Of The Board,
~ Spectacularwave
NOTE : Whenever I am here, my mobile is in my bedroom all the time. So if I did not take your previous calls, it is by no means deliberate. I missed it.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Dendam Kesumat II
was driving to Larkin earlier tonight.. on my way out.. tak jauh daripada rumah, masa nak turun bukit, I realised a little belatedly ada headlights coming..
la la la la bila dah dekat... guess who? sudahlah masa tu i was driving tengah jalan..u know the road in front of my house is normally lengang at that time.. so bermaharajalelalah sekejap...
yes.. it's him alright.. Dendam Kesumat.. balik masjid, no doubt.. but he was driving his Merce, not the usual car he drives kalau pergi tempat dekat-dekat ni... that's the second time I saw him this week.. mesti dia dah mark I punya.. dangerous driver..
alahai I pray seriously janganlah ditakdirkan ada 'anything' with him.. selisih! the condition is sooo not right.. like i said earlier.. the datin is close to me and my Mom.. and he sits in the same Board with my Dad at this one company.. he plays golf with my Dad too...
i have been rejecting the signs.. there's been so many before this.. yeah I know and noticed him since I was 16...... so please go away.. please.... pleaseee....
la la la la bila dah dekat... guess who? sudahlah masa tu i was driving tengah jalan..u know the road in front of my house is normally lengang at that time.. so bermaharajalelalah sekejap...
yes.. it's him alright.. Dendam Kesumat.. balik masjid, no doubt.. but he was driving his Merce, not the usual car he drives kalau pergi tempat dekat-dekat ni... that's the second time I saw him this week.. mesti dia dah mark I punya.. dangerous driver..
alahai I pray seriously janganlah ditakdirkan ada 'anything' with him.. selisih! the condition is sooo not right.. like i said earlier.. the datin is close to me and my Mom.. and he sits in the same Board with my Dad at this one company.. he plays golf with my Dad too...
i have been rejecting the signs.. there's been so many before this.. yeah I know and noticed him since I was 16...... so please go away.. please.... pleaseee....
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