You Don't Know Me If...

That very same friend rang me last night, the friend who asked me about my Jedi Knight. The one who asked me what do I like about him...

among the things she said was "ni puji-puji ni, if let's say dia tiba-tiba give you a call, would you still be nice and sweet?

I said, "Yes. Why not?"

And she said, " Sure ka. Satni kang ada pulak yang kena 'sekolah' dengan you, kan. Tiba-tiba ja muncul from seventh sky".

And I said, " Apa susahnya, orang call, angkat ajelah.. takde masanya nak marah-marah. No reason."

"Betui ka? Kau tu bukan boleh pecaya. Mood kau tu lain macam sikit"

"Alah ya lah... I cannot imagine kenapa nak marah-marah. Besides apasal kau susah-susah tanya ni.. kau pun dah syok kat dia ka?"

"Macam tu tak pa aih. Apa plak.. aku bukan apa.. ko tu kan puting beliung.. "

You see, people always think I am the type of person yang sangat garang and tak boleh salah sikit. Well, in that case you do not know me at all. I am not the kind of person yang simply nak marah orang sahaja. Habis-habis kalau I tak suka I avoid and stay away quietly (which is jarang pun). Unless if I have done that and people push me too far, itu lain ceritanya.

Besides, I do not believe in holding grudges. I don't see why I should poison myself with it. If people hurt me, I just put them aside. End of story.

And in the case of My Jedi Knight, I pun tak boleh imagine kenapa I nak marah or berdendam dengannya. No reason at all.